so the perfect girl seems to have just fell into my lap the other day but i'm pretty sure i fucked up that situation with my overthinking which happens a lot when i'm faced with something i hadn't thought of before. in this case it was being presented with what i always wanted and realizing i didn't want that. i don't know. i think a lot of it has to do with not wanting to let anyone in. i think i'd be better at letting her in if i had more practice with less chances of messing up something bigger like getting laid but then i guess she doesn't really need to know who i am if that were just the case which it obviously is not unless it is.
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and judging from this blog alone, you think way too much or not but maybe.
it's always good to have some practice runs so you don't fuck up the good
that may present itself. but some of us, me included, don't get a lot of practice
and that's when seconding guessing, third guess, gets the best of us.