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Ok, so i am where i am in this life because of my own actions. I have always made decisions that were in my own best interest. Then i met you. I replaced myself with you. You became my desire, my obsession, my fear, my joy, my life. I am now faced with a choise that will ultimately lead to a better life for you, and in doing so a better life for me. A path lies before me now for my taking or leaving. Therein lies a force which i can not beat, a force which will rip you from, an entity that will scar me in a way from which i will never recover. Within this same path lies a better life. However if i choose this path and lose you, i do in fact lose myself, and if i lose myself how can i possibly hope to ever find you again. And so i sit, with food in my belly, and gas in the bug,,,,and life passes me by.