I MISS NEWYEARS EVE ALREADY! lol last 2 days ive felt off and odd lol, maybe hypo-mania, one of my 1- resolution goals is to handle february better than i usually do, tis one of the months and only times my PTSD goes into full effect last year was first time i didnt lose it too bad because of a dear friend keeping me together...
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new years twas amazing and INSANE!!!!! new nick name is *cat woman* (ya dont wanna know!) lmao best part was i got to talk to a dear friend i thought i had lost a while ago and got stuff off my chest that literally was bottled and aching and such so that night when my drunk ass closed my eyes i had the biggest relieved...
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abjabber:
Glad you enjoyed it, happy new year. 
dedlyniteshade:
happy new yearss!!! thank yalL!
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zebrah:
sexy
jaruki:
congrats!! is a good present
HAPPY HOLIDAYS YOUSE GUYS!!!!! i already sat down this morning and write down what i want out of 2013 lol number 1 on that list is to get my official set, done, edited and submitted with in next 3 months! im not getting any younger time to do work son! lmao everyone be safe out there !
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masierra:
I'm back motha fucka!
dedlyniteshade:
yay!! lol
we are gonna fuck shit up in NC tomorrow! wooooottt! lmao
we are gonna fuck shit up in NC tomorrow! wooooottt! lmaobeen working on christmas dvd i make everyyear that contains flashbacks of epic moments of the passed year lol. Finally off antibiotics but the side effects could last for up to 3 months, im hanging in there though and feeling much much better. Im uber thankful right now to have such darling friends that support me, dont judge nd always know just what to say!...
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cleokat:
I love that idea! Should be a fun movie to make 
Miss you, girl! Sorry we haven't kept in touch as much
Miss you, girl! Sorry we haven't kept in touch as much
cleokat:
I know! Making everyone busy and run around like crazy. Hope things have been good
been working on christmas dvd i make everyyear that contains flashbacks of epic moments of the passed year lol. Finally off antibiotics but the side effects could last for up to 3 months, im hanging in there though and feeling much much better. Im uber thankful right now to have such darling friends that support me, dont judge nd always know just what to say!...
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Surgery was hell! But I'm ok and I have perfect top teeth now still healing a bit missed you all and a dear friend and I shall be working on SG set in next 2 months!!! Yays!
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abjabber:
Glad you survived and are coming back strong. Definitely missed you and can't wait to see you back and healthy with a new set 
Yay! Take care.
Yay! Take care.
cleokat:
Glad the surgery is over with! I've missed you Yes! It's about time you did a set! I'm excited for you You'll be all over my blogs hah
Yes! It's about time you did a set! I'm excited for you You'll be all over my blogs hah busy busy bee over here! lmao , having my mouth surgery wed i cant wait im staying awake for it to which wasnt suggested but im metal so ill deal lmao hope all is well with youse guys and love yall and HAPPY MUTHA EFFIN TURKEY DAY!!!!
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cleokat:
Ack! Hope your surgery goes well! I wouldn't want to stay awake haha, but you're one bad ass girl Hope you had a great Thanksgiving
Hope you had a great Thanksgiving 
eyeswideshut:
I''ll pass on the turkey, but good luck with surgery.
ello loves! bout to call dental surgeon and get a move on with all this madness and get fixed! moneys tight right now so havent got to really party much or what not... Antibiotics treating sepsis had me feeling like poo, imma lil better today and thanks to an AMAZING friend *coughcough punktatt!! lol i shall have CALL OF DUTY BLACK OPS2 today and OMFG!!!...
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punktatt:
hope tomorrow you are feeling better as well but if you are stuck on the couch again at least you have something to do and always glad ta help you have helped me so much and I'm so glad to have you as a friend and when I come back down you can beat my ass in black ops but I'm going to beat ya like a red headed step child in halo 4 (not intended to offend any one) but enjoy the game and get better
hope tomorrow you are feeling better as well but if you are stuck on the couch again at least you have something to do and always glad ta help you have helped me so much and I'm so glad to have you as a friend and when I come back down you can beat my ass in black ops but I'm going to beat ya like a red headed step child in halo 4 (not intended to offend any one) but enjoy the game and get better
cleokat:
Love you too girl I'm glad we could life your spirits when they're down. I'm sorry you've been feeling bad and sick! Things will get better! I truly believe it And we've missed you, too!
I'm glad we could life your spirits when they're down. I'm sorry you've been feeling bad and sick! Things will get better! I truly believe it And we've missed you, too! RAWWWWRRRRRRRRRRR!! thats all i got to say
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cleokat:
Good good Keep your head up!
Keep your head up!
hectorian:
im in the same state of mood
***if only you were a figment*
if only i hadnt heard your voice, or your laugh that melted my soul,
if only i hadnt held your hand , wrapped in sheets when it was cold,
if only i hadnt gotten lost in your eyes, as i read them youd never blink,
if only i hadnt held you close, this would be easier i think...
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if only i hadnt heard your voice, or your laugh that melted my soul,
if only i hadnt held your hand , wrapped in sheets when it was cold,
if only i hadnt gotten lost in your eyes, as i read them youd never blink,
if only i hadnt held you close, this would be easier i think...
this...
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tactical:
It will be, just gotta keep moving and make it ok
wolfox:
lovely, emotional words... it may feel unfinished, but maybe those words alone are enough?
"those kind" of moments can be the worst, as long as they don't haunt you...
"those kind" of moments can be the worst, as long as they don't haunt you...
pics and such soon, been under weather *probably partying too much lmao* bahhh no such thing... off to block buster to rent games to entertain me and get my mind off some things i dont wanna dwell on... as for the situation ive blogged about many times in reguards to a dear friend and such... i had to walk... ill always be here for'em as...
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reximus:
Good for you, Ded! Chin up and stay sexy
abjabber:
You deserve the best and should settle for nothing less You did the right thing and have helped me reach that same conclusion. Being a door mat truly is unacceptable. Ive lost that game so many times i understand how you feel 
luvya.
You did the right thing and have helped me reach that same conclusion. Being a door mat truly is unacceptable. Ive lost that game so many times i understand how you feel luvya.