Well I won my unemployment appeal!!!! Got drunk and celebrated. now I want to go to bed! Peace
I am so sick and tired of work. Not because it is work but because of what I put up with. In the prison work is fucking easy. either you listen or you don't. If you don't listen you are seriously punished. But working in the damn casino you must literally kiss every patrons ass. No matter how much of a jerk they are and...
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My fucking God am I pathetic. I am so fucking socially inept. I read so much into nothing and because of that I usually end up looking like an asshole. I am so afraid to just take simple little chances. Like if I do the world is gonna end. Ever since my last girlfriend left me I've become literally terrified of any attractive woman. Yes...
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Back to work tomorrow. Still got to get alot of shit done. Gotta clean car, make my weekly plans, press my uniform, get to the bar. But really with my boring life going to work is usually fun. It gets so boring sitting in my apartment watching UFC highlight videos on the computer and then watching more fights on spike and then watching the military...
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niobe:
Thanks for the recommendation. I will have to look for that.
nikoll:
Thanks for the love on my set!
I'm pretty happy because I got 18 hours of overtime this week and now I have 2 whole days of in a row!!!! I think this is actually a miracle! I can't remember the last time I had off 2 days in a row. I also might have another job lined up that will give me 10 more hours a week making 12 bucks an...
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Today was totally better than yesterday. Went to work with my broken foot and shin but i don't care - I need the money badly. Work went so well I think I actually had a lot of fun for once. I am finally starting to loosen up for once. You really have to make your day what it is you want it to be. Tomorrow...
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I am feeling like a real asshole for my last blog entry about an hour ago. I was taking my anger out on people I don't know because i had no where to vent about my problems. So I took it out on others. The problem is me and the sorrow I feel every moment of the day. It has nothing to do with anybody...
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niobe:
Well at least you aren't shouting anymore. I appreciated the comments, but perhaps they would have been easier to read if you haven't been yelling.
PS- Thank you for turning the caps off. You seem much calmer now.
PS- Thank you for turning the caps off. You seem much calmer now.
WOW-I AM REALLY STARTING TO FEEL AS IF I DON'T BELONG ON THIS SITE. I FEEL LIKE SUCH A POOR PATHETIC LOSER. FOR EXAMPLE I CANNOT EVEN PET UP A PICTURE OF MYSELF BECAUSE MY COMPUTER IS TO OUT DATED AND I DO NOT EVEN HAVE A CAMERA THAT CAN DO SO. SECOND I CANNOT POST ANY VIDEOS BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A VIDEO CAMERA....
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niobe:
I'd stop yelling first of all. Seriously. There is no need to shout.
raphaeladidas:
The biggest reason I can see that you might feel alienated here is because you ALWAYS TYPE IN ALL CAPS. That is probably the biggest faux pas in general Internet etiquette. Start typing normally and see how things go for you.
And get over the feeling that you're not cool enough to be here. I can promise you that many of the members you think are cooler than you almost certainly aren't.
And get over the feeling that you're not cool enough to be here. I can promise you that many of the members you think are cooler than you almost certainly aren't.
SO I WAS WORKING AT THE CASINO ON SATURDAY AND A FIGHT BROKE OUT AND WHEN IT WAS OVER I WAS ON THE BOTTOM OF THE PILE WITH A BROKEN FOOT AND SHIN!!!! I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THE MEDICAL CENTER AND THEN THE HOSPITAL BUT I COULDN'T. SEE I GOT REAL HIGH AND DRUNK THE NIGHT BEFORE BECAUSE BEING A SUPERVISOR I KNEW WE...
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WELL DESPITE MY SADNESS WITH THE FACT THAT JESS IS GOING TO DIE THERE IS SOME GOOD NEWS I GUESS. IT REALLY MEANS NOTHING TO ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF HOW SAD AND SICK I FEEL. BUT I WAS PROMOTED TO CORPORAL AT THE PRISON AND SOMEHOW BECAME A SUPERVISOR AT THE CASINO. I GUESS PEOPLE THINK I AM DOING A GOOD JOB BUT I...
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