Thursday Mar 17, 2011

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Happy St. Patrick's Day to everyone!!!!smile Peace

Saturday Mar 12, 2011

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Finally 2 days off in a row! Finally have enough to buy a digital camera. Should finally be able to put up some pictures! Should buy the camera next week. Don't know what kind to get but I don't want to pay a shitload. Plus at the end of this month I'll get to go to college again and the school will...
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Sunday Mar 06, 2011

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Wow life has been rough. Job really sucks but hey it is a job. I gotta keep it cos I'm worried I have been missing a lot of work. S o sick in the head. No more days to call out now. I gotta just shut it all off. Be strong.

Well to all peace!

Thursday Mar 03, 2011

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Please someone save me from this awful sound of nothing

Peace

Friday Feb 25, 2011

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I have not dreamed
since I have not slept
and I have not slept since
I met her

Friday Feb 18, 2011

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Do not pity the dead
Pity the living
and above all
those who live without love

Tuesday Jan 25, 2011

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Oh shit--gotta go to work! Well that's life. Good news is I get paid tomorrow! I really need money. I'm fucking selling everything I have to make ends meet and I start another job next week. Well it was my choice to leave my old job after all and become what I am now. It's all cool though. Time is flying-almost time...
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Friday Jan 21, 2011

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Bord to death. Days so long. Want to sleep. Can't. Break my back for some thing I will never have. Same sad story. It just goes on and on. So long. I'm so wrong. Blink your eyes and I'll be gone.

Peace

Monday Dec 27, 2010

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As I lay dying
She sits besides me crying
in this rotten bed
we have been lying

Desacrate
this love
once so great
alone we burn in hate

Heaven scent
from ashes so divine
I want it all back
everything that was mine

Swallowing my pride
the day my hero died
fragments of what used to be
drowning in this misery

through pain and sorrow...
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Monday Dec 20, 2010

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Well I am back to work today. 3 days then I'm off for 4. I'll take that in a heartbeat. As always got a lot to do on those days of -- this machine does not stop for the holidays or for anything cos my my mind goes faster than a bullet and I have to pull through to get to where I need...
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Sunday Dec 19, 2010

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Well life is starting to look up! For I have forgiven her and everyone else who perfectly orchestrated my death defying fall from grace. For it is over now. I am not dead and I am truly getting the help I need finally. Letting go was so hard but building myself back up will be even harder. They say if I had it all I...
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Saturday Dec 11, 2010

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I will prepare. I will strike. I will strike with immense destruction. For I am not dead. I am just the tears of the past years in your head.

To everyone else Love and peace and total serenity!smilexoxo