Oh I am so fucking tired. But the problem is I can't sleep. All I do is write,write,write. On and on about the craziness in my head. Seriously it is like some kind of demon is up there. Totally irrational thoughts and such fucking anxiety. Sometimes I want to scream other times I just want to fucking cry. All I feel is dread. So the best way to calm myself down is to write. Write to rationalize, write to explain, write to cope as I am going insane. Maybe I need some help. Hell I don't Know what the fuck I need. Really I need A change and a miracle. But I wont hold my breath. To all peace.
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