daysofgrace13ben

I am so sick and tired of work. Not because it is work but because of what I put up with. In the prison work is fucking easy. either you listen or you don't. If you don't listen you are seriously punished. But working in the damn casino you must literally kiss every patrons ass. No matter how much of a jerk they are and believe any one in a casino is most likely a jerk. And the problem is not the young crowd at all. All the 21-22 year olds that come in are really cool and respectful. Yeah they get a little to drunk which causes them to well act drunk. To me that is not a problem-hell i have been there and still get there. But the problem really is the old people. They expect to be treated like royalty and in turn treat you like shit. Today an incident happened all because some old lady wanted me to do something I could not do in 10 seconds and this bitch completely blew up. I am really sick of this job but I really don't no what else to do. I would like to make music but every time I try that fails. I would like to write a book of poetry and get it published but I really don't think I am good enough at all. So I'm in a fucking slunk again. I totally hate where I work yet I stay almost every night to do overtime because I really need the money badly. Well I am off tomorrow but I gotta go to my unemployment hearing. I am probably gonna lose because the almost always side with the company. So if any body actually reads this please wish me well because I will probably be out $6,822.77 dollars. well to all ----peace.