well after yesterday's rant i feel a little guilty. i cried and self pitied myself to much. but any way i do have a severe problem with my anxiety. a lot of this stems from situations that i am in but a lot is my own fault. i stopped working out when my gym membership ran out over a month ago. i always felt better(A LOT) when i worked out so today i bought a work out bench with all the works. i bought a lot of weights too. i also said i am going to run 3 miles every day. i hope this makes me feel better. i set it all up in the basement of my house. i also got a sweet deal on a new amp and guitar. that is all in my basement as well. i got everything set up perfect between the marshall and the fender amps. now i just need some gear to show you guys this stuff and a picture of me instead of that stupid gold image i have now. well peace. i'm off to the bar.
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