Monday May 12, 2003

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wow SG has been an emotional roller coaster for me today. good news, bad news, funny stuff, sad stuff, mysterious stuff, stupid stuff.

whatever
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......... smile
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................ love
.................... kiss
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........................... biggrin
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................................. tongue
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...................................... wink
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................................................ kiss
.................................................... oink
........................................................ biggrin
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......................................................... love
......................................................... biggrin biggrin biggrin
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................................................. confused
....................................... frown
.......................... mad
.............. frown
...... confused
. mad
. frown
... puke
........ confused
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................... smile
........................ robot
............................ biggrin
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.................................. kiss
................................... miao!!
.................................. blackeyed
............................ skull
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........... frown
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.. confused
. skull
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...... love
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............. oink
............... surreal
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...................... smile
...................... robot
..................... oink
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............... frown
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....... eeek
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..... shocked
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.... shocked
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... eeek
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. surreal

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PS: who wants to buy me a webcam?
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Tonight me and the two girls I live with went and bought pornos and mexican food and spent the evening drinking wine and watching hungarian chicks get fucked in the ass by dudes with surprisingly average sized cocks.

surreal
now I have to walk down to the bar and pay the tab I walked out on the other day.
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So I just had a little adventure. talked to an ex who I thought I mght get to see pretty soon but found out she got a new boy, so I guess I won't be seeing her any time soon. whatever then I paid my tab. the bartender said no worries and we hugged and shook hands and refused the gigantic tip I tried to give him. I also learned more stuff about that night that I didn't remember. I also saw an old aquantaince there at the bar. he jumped up and tackled me with a giant hug and almost knocked me against the wall. blackeyed
Then on the way home I saw another ex and her new boyfreind. nice guy. I think a better match for her than I was.

So now I'm home.

what now?

I guess I stll got some wine left and those new pornos. . .
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but I really wish I had a girl to snuggle with.

I'm feeling romantic and sappy and have no one to be romantic with.
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
debrajean:
what a nice ride "suprisingly avrage" made me laugh
hazie:
I am not here to BOOST the girls esteem, as they are not here to boost MINE. I have not threatened her. merely stated my opinion and I am entitled to it. please do NOT church up my JOURNAL with comments defending the girls. if they really need defense they can do it themselves.

Stating an opinion is not a valid reason to be kicked off the site.

I do not feel sorry for the shit the girls get. as I put myself in the place I am in, they put themselves in the places THEY are in. they are people, I am people. people are stupid all the time. this is a known fact. people have opinions, and thoughts and feelings. and in my country I am allowed to state my opinion. I have in no way THREATENED nic. or ANY other SG and never would. however when I feel threatened I will bite back.

if that means telling off a suicide girl model... fine. big deal. they are not GODS. they are people.

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