dave_h

today was my last whole day off before the madness begins tommorrow (kicking it off after work with The Matrix with sixsixty and babybeezer).

There is so much I feel like I need to do before I can have guests over.

I got almost nothing done.

but I HAVE finally chosen my outfit so I'm gonna be ok.

Everything else is secondary.

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yummy yummy ! my ex just called and is coming to town tonight and she's gonna come by the house for a little while. This is kinda:
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later:

grrrrrr so once again I got flaked on by the ex. Which is exactly why we broke up in the first place.
she called me 4 hours ago to say she was on her way and then just now I call her to see whats up and she says sorry she forgot to tell me she had to turn around cus her work needed her.

I would be more than happy to forget all about her, but she still means more to me than all the other girls combined and she keeps teazing me with these little possible visits that never happen.

Why can't I find someone better than her, who lives in this city, who doesn't have a boyfreind, who is good in bed, who likes me, blah blah blah.

I know, I kno--just about everyone on the planet has about the same problem, so I should just shut up and keep on having one night stands and shallow short-term relationships and count myself lucky to even be getting THAT.


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I did finally fix the vaccuum, though.