darkmrfripperton

I think I'm starting to dread going to sleep a little...because I never know what strange and terrible dreams I might have...

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck! A few minutes ago, I was taking my second pill of the day and when I was putting the bottle back in the bag, the top came off and they went flying everywhere! Shit! After about ten minutes on my knees I was able to recover all but two or three of them. I should be OK, right?

I got the results from the...
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Sorry I haven't updated about my doctor's visit on Monday before now. Not too much to tell really. We talked for a little while about my medical history and why I was there. She prescribed some medicine for me and drew some blood for tests. I go back the first week of June.

I've been taking the pills for a few days now and they...
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This morning around 2 a.m. I was thirsty so I went to a Cumberland Farms in Milford to get some water. I didn't feel like coming back home right away so I went to the old green bridge by the river. I put my seat back and listened to Coast To Coast AM for awhile. A huge, bright green fireball flew overhead at one point....
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Erg!

There's this woman at work I've had my eye on. She doesn't wear any rings but due to her job, I thought maybe she might take them off.

So I finally worked up the courage to ask her out for coffee. Turns out she is married after all! She was very flattered but I was mortified...

Even though I had no way of knowing,...
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I think I mentioned on here before that I'm planning to move to Seattle next year. I went to visit there in Oct. '07 and I really loved it. I wish I could move right this minute but I don't have the money. I don't belong in New England, I've lived here my whole life here and have never felt at home.

There is one...
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I feel a little feverish today, like I'm coming down with something. I think it may be because I've been losing weight, I think my body is trying to adjust,lol.

Here's the new video by Moby that was directed/animated by my hero, David Lynch!

Eleven more days until my doctor's appointment. Wish it was sooner. It's been really rough lately. I hope they can help, I'm pretty sure I'm going to need some kind of medication. I wish it didn't have to come to this but I don't know what else to do. Things can't continue as they have been.

Is one of the symptoms of swine flu swollen balls?

Because something strange is sure happening down there today..

Not much new with me...my eyes have been bothering me all day. I thought it was Red Eye at first but now I'm certain it's just pollen.

I'm writing a book of poetry. The book has an overarching theme to it, it's about loving someone and trying to communicate with them.. Here's the most recent poem from it:

Kristallnacht

Loving you makes me so frantic,...
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Hey, do any of you know if vitamins can alter your mood? I started taking these vitamin supplements last week and my mood swings have been pretty extreme. I go from a pleasant haze to feeling very, very low. It's pretty fucking strange...

I'm going to try to call that guy tonight, the one doing the movie on the Jersey Devil, see if they need...
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I just found out J.G. Ballard died.