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i totally suck at updating this blog...
i'm pretty sure nobody reads it anyway...

but if you do care to know whats going on in my life- hop on over to my LJ
Perfect Blue Buildings

just comment to be added.

so it's officially "our song"...

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steppin' out.

Here we are
We've come so far
A fine romance
Of steppin' out to dance.

Your lovely charms
When you're in my arms
That subtle glance
When steppin' out to dance.

Could you think it over?
When we get older
I'll still want you here with me
Darling I hope that you agree
There's something that takes...
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i freaked out on Tony yesterday...
he didnt deserve it... he's so awesome, he treats me wonderfully...

i love him so much
and that's fuckin scary.
*sigh*

i'm scared to death of being in love...

emo poetry hour,
as always when i'm freaking out...
i write.
it helps.



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Born to lose.

Afraid of the way it always ends
Afraid to be hurt, to love...
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fuck...
cant sleep.

internet doesnt help much with that either...

why sleep when i can be geeking out?
hehehe

i've got all kinds of stupid shit on my mind that i have to take care of when i get up in the morning...
i have to call and reschedule my tattoo appt on account of not having quite enough money this check...
and i have...
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this morning we woke up and had some wild, flailing, animalistic sex... the dirty, growly kind.
it's been a while.

we're not getting old and boring!
hah!

he even pulled my hair! (and not any pansy hair pulling either, he really yanked my head around)


i'm a happy girl.
wanted to share.

so i have discovered the joy of "stumble upon" on firefox....

lookie at all the fun things!!!!

fuckin' SEXY house music

i need this...!

my new most favorite thing

heh.

super-neato chalk drawings

"Sketch Swap"



have fun, kiddies!

so.... apparently my central heating in my apartment crapped out.
woke up this morning to that lovely discovery.

it's so hard to get out of bed when the room is a friggin refrigerator outside of your snuggly down comforter...
*sigh*
it's cold in here.

and i dont really wanna go to work and try to get money from deadbeat douchebags all day.. but such is...
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