cyber_faust

Fun has it's price!!!

Glad you had an incredible weekend!!!! Those are the best. I am guessing you were with your woman.

Ha! I was discordia last night. One card away from getting 5 weirds and winning. That's great that I'm not the only one who's playing this. I feel a little better admitting it now.

Thanks!

Well . . . Here is the stari catch-up with my peeps post.

Firstly, thank you, thank you, thank you for the uplift smiles and kind comments while I was stuck in the shallows of gloom. Depression has been diagonosed for three generations of stari's family (with me being #3). It usually affects me the worst in mid-winter, when it is so dark and there hasn't really been sun for days. I'm using my online journal to track my emotions more closely, so I can learn to deal with this better though lifestyle and diet changes. The sadness almost destroyed my life over the last year, but things are getting better everyday as I learn more and more about depression and ways to strenghten oneself against it.

Anyway . . . blah blah blah. Just really wanted to say, Thanks for all the love. It means more than I can properly express. *glows for you* I especially enjoyed the "the kisses of the stars rain hard upon your body" -liber al quote. Pray tell, where do such lovely words originate?

As to your question about work, tis nothing exciting. Just general admin stuff for a technology focused graduate school.

I want to talk more about the tree of life. I will return after I have had a chance to explore the web link throughly.

PS~ Isn't love wonderful?! Have you told your lady how she makes you feel with the sun lit warmth and all the lovely poetic imagery? I'm sure she would swoon for such amazing wordplay.

Isn't it funny how people exert so much effort into trying to find happiness, when so often it's already around them, they just haven't noticed? I completely know what you mean.

As for your comments, I would love any help you could offer for my writing. Especially in light of some recent developments.

And as for SGNY - I could totally vouch for you. The best way to get in is to come to the now weekly "slobberknocking" event. Waxangel bartends at a place called Ace just below Tompkin's square park, and SGNY congregates there on Saturdays from ~4pm until... whenever. Maybe 10pm. It's open to the public and a fun, relaxed way to meet a lot of the more active members of the group. And it's a ton of fun.

Yeah it's like the one Chuck Norris endorses!!!

Why July?

now i'm all for the pimp awards, at least they're honest!!!

An end of the Bush Dynasty would be sweet IMO!!!

i don't eat a whole lot, but i am sitting here with an open bag of tortilla chips and guacamole, and i am chowing down.

and i'm going to DVR the superbowl, so that we can sit with our friends and fast forward through the football part, and just watch the commercials.

Sometimes there's nothing more enjoyable than celebrating the fact that we are all, indeed, animals at some level. Hope you had a good time.

Since I've submitted my second round of pieces I'm starting to understand what you mean about taking on a "role" when writing. Like I said in my journal entry, I have to find a way to combine my own style with the format that I'm going to be limited to. It will take some time, I think, but practice makes perfect.

By the way, do you ever get into New York city? If you get a chance, you should come to the SGNY events we that we have, they're great fun and you'll get to meet some really cool people from the site.

That's so true. I always ask that of friends I know who make up stories about themselves when they're trying to meet women - "What will you do if you end up really liking her and actually wanting a relationship? How do you then justify the fact that the first things you said to her were lies?" Of course the response I usually get is "It hasn't happened yet so I'm not that worried." Not surprising. I think that's one of those life lessons no one can teach you, you have to learn it for yourself.

Thanks for the encouragement to apply for blog editor. Looks like they liked what I sent in.

Very Intersting...Im gonna have to go to the desert and them ?

i really love were Sheen steals the surf board!!! oh and the part were they party with the playmates!!!

i have a T-shirt w/ a picture of manson that say "Charlie don't surf" on it hehehe


PI was an off the wall movie!!!

Kick ass you had a snow day. I wish I could get one of those.

Yes, I have both extendended DVD's.

Well you know the guy who did rising stars, and midnight nation??? well he's the one who created B5, it a great story, you might want to check it out!!!

Thank you so much for the words of kindness and wisdom left for stari eyes, so very blue. You are wonderful. I hope to be rising again soon, and your positive energy is much appreciated.

I'm so delighted to hear of your spontaneous chance for romance. M sounds like a perfect compliment to you. My warmest wishes that it may continue and grow deeper and true.

*tiny hugs of gratitude*

[Edited on Jan 27, 2004 10:21AM]

amazing.
love is truly one of the most amazing things on the planet. i think. attraction, lust, like, desire, and other such words thrown in there as well ... when you can't control yourself due to your feelings towards another person.

it was an echocardiogram, so there was an ultrasound of my heart, and it was probably the most humbling experience of my life, to see this thing, in black and white, the one thing keeping me breathing, thinking, and typing this.