crushedhuggybear

Lately I have been over come with anxiety, anger, sadness, . I just want to be left alone. Everyday is pretty much the same old bullshit. Wake up, loaf, get ready for work, go to work, pretty much do nothing ( or on some days deal with the same repetitive asshole I want to drop in a volcano) come home, talk to Rob and go...
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Well, Rob and I had fun. I even pretended to be a tourist at Hearst Castle and got a cheesy picture done with Rob. Did I mention that he proposed to me. Yes sir. I am to be Nova K. Sergi next year.

Things have been weird lately. I don't know if it is just my aquarian weirdness. But I have been really sad for...
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Lots and lots of work. Gun shot victims, crazy people, rude visitors, and dumb co-workers who don't give me a 10-22 which means dis-regard last transmission.. FUCKERS!!

On the plus side, I got off early today, went to Wal-Mart, doin laundry and will be picking up Rob at the airport in the morning for our week and half together. I miss him so much. I...
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Random crap.......
Work = gun shot victim, lots of blood, me being posted outside the hospital in case of driveby gun fire
( hmmm??? I still don't like that) , patient take down I made her one with the floor, patient medications, lots of patrol, lots of long conversations with honey while working.

Home= I was able to take my 5 year old to her...
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Rob and I have 25 more days to be together. I am soooo antsy. This is taking so long. But I love him and I will wait. Then we talked and decided that I might not be able to move until June next year because I may not have any more over time at work. I have been working over time to try and get...
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So the other night we had three gunshot victims come into the hospital. Gang violence once again. You would think that being shot would humble some people. In this case the feud was still on. We had to have officers in trauma standby because the victims were still rioting each other. In a friggen hospital !! Three people, who could be bleeding to death, in...
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So, for those of you who don't know anything about me I am a security guard at a hospital. My main duites are to make sure the psyche patients don't cause trouble, and if they do I restrain them, and to help the Heliport Med team come in safely. Yesterday we had two Medivac's come in. The first one had one person and the second...
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For some odd reason lately I have been smelling liek pears. No, not from lotion, or perfume, I have been sweating some odd sweet aroma of pears. I don't even eat pears!! So what the hell is going on. I have been told I am fruity but Crikey!!!

On another note, Rob and I both posted pictures of my ass on the BBW site. One...
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Sooo, yesterday one of the psyche patients who just happened to look like actor, Fisher Stevens, asked if he could take me and my husband out on a date. He apparently knows this really kick ass place to get pomegranite wine or some crap. WEIRD!! Then today, another lady, whom we ( myself and three other officer's) had to tie down in 4 point restaints,...
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Ever think that some people are just weird?

Yesterday at work one of my officers had to escort an individual off hospital property. He was freaking people out and really there was no reason for him to be there. All he wanted was ice. Apparently, this man had radio active gases in his head. If he didn't keep ice on his head, the temperature outside...
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So, my co-worker/friend, Mark took the patrol car and got it washed, and this is our conversation :

Mark : I can't stand our weird weather. I went and took the vehicle to get washed, and on the way back the wind kicked up. It was sprinkling and there was dust everywhere. * Throws up hands* I just can't get a break.

Me: I guess...
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I has been hot! Not just, go outside and feel the heat, hot. Hot like you just wrapped your legs around the devil's hemrhoid FUCKING HOT!! Then I have to go to work in 106 degree weather wearing long sleeves and pants, with my tacticle boots!! WTF!! It's fucking hot!! So, I have made my point. I really do wonder how hot it is going...
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