So much has been going on in the last few weeks...I don't think I've eaten in like 6 days and I feel great....I went to a bar the other night and I met this fly ass girl...the next day we were like tearing our clothes off of each other...her name is Kelly and she's a dancer from Virginia...she doesn't live to far from me...its just...
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Like the sun
I am in constant mourning
waiting for time to
greet me
I am in constant mourning
waiting for time to
greet me
If I ever wanted to kill myself..I would have to think of a fresh way to do it...unlike many, I don't think there is anything wrong with suicide, I just believe that it should be tastefully done...Janis Joplin (sloppy)...Sir Drummonds (tasteful)...there are some things that I think about more than others, there are some days that I want to live and that I want to...
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I think that if I type another fucking paper on urban sociology and the social constructs of this country, I'm gonna bust. Its going on 9pm now, and I came from home to use the computer and type a paper...there are so many things that I want to do..
A friend of mine went into a nervous breakdown today and I feel really bad for...
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A friend of mine went into a nervous breakdown today and I feel really bad for...
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The picture to your left view is from the Fela Anikulapo Kuti album....In a way I feel that the drawing looks like me before I locked my hair...and I love the fact that her fingers are near her nipple while a monkey falls against her...just some more of my bullshit 
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poeticdesires:
so i just realized i commented on your topic in suicideblacks. yes, i am a dork. i apolimagize profewswe 
welcome to my friend list
welcome to my friend list
crocoodile:
well I like girls that are cute...will you be my friend?
"I will not allow the Lord to make a mockery of my own life...no car accidents, no diseases, no mistakes...suicide is within my own reach"
There are so many things that I want to write. I'm sitting at school now freezing and today I went to the post office and picked up an album that I was looking for for 6 months. When I got...
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There are so many things that I want to write. I'm sitting at school now freezing and today I went to the post office and picked up an album that I was looking for for 6 months. When I got...
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" I told her to spread the flesh of her pussy..so that I can see beneath her, she tasted more than wonderful...she tasted as my mother would have suspected"
God Damn...its like when you find a new love and all you want to do is be under them, I saw this girl on the train yesterday and she was so fucking hot that I missed...
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God Damn...its like when you find a new love and all you want to do is be under them, I saw this girl on the train yesterday and she was so fucking hot that I missed... Read More
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crocoodile:
lol@ get in there...I guess that's what I was tring to do 
huny:
get some business cards made
if you see a cute girl on the train (or anywhere really), write "I'd love to get to know you...call me if you're interested" on the back
pass it to her right before you get off at your stop
if someone did that to me in my single days I would be mad impressed
that type of quiet confidence is sexy
infact, thats how my cousin snagged his fiance'...passed her a haiku he wrote about her on a notecard before he left the library. he'd been admiring her from afar for like an hour
if you see a cute girl on the train (or anywhere really), write "I'd love to get to know you...call me if you're interested" on the back
pass it to her right before you get off at your stop
if someone did that to me in my single days I would be mad impressed
that type of quiet confidence is sexy
infact, thats how my cousin snagged his fiance'...passed her a haiku he wrote about her on a notecard before he left the library. he'd been admiring her from afar for like an hour
The other day I went to this workshop in Babes In Toyland on Canal street in Manhattan, and it talked about Female Ejeculation...it was really good because it clarified the whole "women who squirt" thing up quite nicely...they also had some experts there who concluded that when a woman squirts, that clear liquid is in fact NOT URINE...I always thought that it was because it...
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q1070:
My ex squirted as well..I had the same reaction at first, but came to enjoy it.
"Talk not to me, do not speak a word..do as thy will for I am done with thee".
There is always more bullshit to be said, so while some may read this others may be less concerened with the madness that is my life.
I had a dream last night that my landmord kicked me out because I was not paying the rent, she would...
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There is always more bullshit to be said, so while some may read this others may be less concerened with the madness that is my life.
I had a dream last night that my landmord kicked me out because I was not paying the rent, she would...
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q1070:
Ouch..tough situation that you have been dragged into.
I am catching NIN in DC in Sept.!
I am catching NIN in DC in Sept.!
I'm back in school and I'm feeling a bit better...I was reading the comment on my page and I think that some of the shit that people wrote back to me was fly as hell, anyway...I' think that I am getting over my ex...the more I dance and stay focused, the better I feel...
To be honest with you, I started dating this girl, and...
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ultraman:
i dont think youre cheating if youre dating someone new & not dating your ex as well... 
just a thought.
just a thought.
crocoodile:
flash foward
I stayed up arguing with my ex up until 3am this morning....somthing that is totally unlike me. He slept with this girl that he met on Lavalife, and I was so pissed off, because he feels that he didn't do anything wrong, and how there are tons of women that would want him, and that I should be grateful, that he is even with me...Well... Read More
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dayva:
hi, just saw your post in the boards and you should try suicideblacks and BlackMagicWomen. Lots of black SG members and SGs there
oh and welcome!
oh and welcome!
q1070:
your man needs a reality check