"I will not allow the Lord to make a mockery of my own life...no car accidents, no diseases, no mistakes...suicide is within my own reach"
There are so many things that I want to write. I'm sitting at school now freezing and today I went to the post office and picked up an album that I was looking for for 6 months. When I got the album, the only thing I did was cry on the way home. I got inside my bathroom, and I played the CD and I cried until I almost vomited...afterwards I felt so good because at least the music was there..
How pathetic are we all...
Yes I am in one of those "woe to all downpressors" moods and I can't wait until its over...I hope that one day I can fall in love with my misery...
There are so many things that I want to write. I'm sitting at school now freezing and today I went to the post office and picked up an album that I was looking for for 6 months. When I got the album, the only thing I did was cry on the way home. I got inside my bathroom, and I played the CD and I cried until I almost vomited...afterwards I felt so good because at least the music was there..
How pathetic are we all...
Yes I am in one of those "woe to all downpressors" moods and I can't wait until its over...I hope that one day I can fall in love with my misery...