Tempting. Unfair.
I've been trying REALLY REALLY hard to be a good boy. But when this gorgeous (married) woman I'm enamored with starts telling me all the things she wants to do to me in this sexy shy voice with the rhythm of something like the ocean, well. It's difficult to keep my hands off her.
We were doing well. We had been hiking, we've been out to take pictures. We've had a few dinners together. We go for walks occasionally. We've established basic rules - things that drive me absolutely nuts she's not allowed to do and vice versa. But the other night, after dinner at this amazing italian restaurant lit by candles under a perfect moon, after having amazing conversation and just such a good time... I finally could not resist any longer. A smooch in a fleeting moment, a touch, and the smell of her hair in the air before my senses returned and I made her go home.
I don't think that's the end of this.
It's FAR too easy to disable the 'she's married' alarm. I could just stop putting myself in positions where we're alone together, and that'd be the most obvious solution... but that would be no fun. I like this game. Moreover, I like the anticipation of wanting her so much. I've never wanted someone this much. And every time there could be something and we hold back my desire grows exponentially. And tomorrow when we hang out it'll be even more... oiy.
I've been trying REALLY REALLY hard to be a good boy. But when this gorgeous (married) woman I'm enamored with starts telling me all the things she wants to do to me in this sexy shy voice with the rhythm of something like the ocean, well. It's difficult to keep my hands off her.
We were doing well. We had been hiking, we've been out to take pictures. We've had a few dinners together. We go for walks occasionally. We've established basic rules - things that drive me absolutely nuts she's not allowed to do and vice versa. But the other night, after dinner at this amazing italian restaurant lit by candles under a perfect moon, after having amazing conversation and just such a good time... I finally could not resist any longer. A smooch in a fleeting moment, a touch, and the smell of her hair in the air before my senses returned and I made her go home.
I don't think that's the end of this.
It's FAR too easy to disable the 'she's married' alarm. I could just stop putting myself in positions where we're alone together, and that'd be the most obvious solution... but that would be no fun. I like this game. Moreover, I like the anticipation of wanting her so much. I've never wanted someone this much. And every time there could be something and we hold back my desire grows exponentially. And tomorrow when we hang out it'll be even more... oiy.