Tuesday May 27, 2003

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It's unavoidable... a bad habit of mine really. I can't enter any community without pissing off more or less half of the people who make it up. But that's okay, because my penis is bigger than yours anyways. biggrin
grrlhavoc:
No its not

Tuesday May 27, 2003

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I want to be able to have telepathic conversations with animals then have them steal shiny objects and candy for me.

Added Note: I'll have any damn attitude I want. Why? Because.... I've.... GOT TO, MISTER!

Monday May 26, 2003

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I find that SG Chat is a complete and utter waste of time. Nobody cool is regularly on there (excluding myself, of course) Erin's only made one (blessed) appearance that I know of, and the people there are mostly the girls who sit on the damn thing for literally their entire day who bitch and moan about how much men suck and the guys who...
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delilah_banks:
Rejection in general is rough, but it's especially horrible when it's from someone you care about. It's happened to me numerous amounts of times from both males and females. Although they claim to feel just as heart broken and all that bullshit, then why would they even consider the rejection in the first place?

However, there was this one time when I was completely rejected from the one person I cared about the most, and it was more of an awakening than anything else. By blowing me off, he opened my eyes to who I really am.

And about the cookies...I've been craving them more than anything lately, but I have no need for them. Right now, my life is pointless.
noelani:
Uuuummm...yeah, what L said

Sunday May 25, 2003

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From this point forward.. I officially give up caring for any woman in any romantic sense whatsoever.

Scoff all you like, but there's hardly anything you can do to convince me I'm being irrational. It hurts too much to give a flying fuck.

ADDED NOTE WHILE I AM FUCKED UP ON WEED

-Wait... what was I gonna say? No shit, I really forgot!

-Okay okay...
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_sarah_:
Right there with ya, babe.

My philosophy of late has been, "If I don't pursue, I can't get hurt." Makes life a bit lonely, but it's a hell of a lot easier to deal with the day-to-day nonsense.

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bionicfemme:
GOD!!! I WAS JUST THINKING THE SAME THING.

I am so fucking tired of this bullshit. No girl wants to be my official girlfriend, she just wants to fuck around with me and see other people. I especially can't find anyone here in San Francisco because nobody CARES here, especially in the gay community. Everybody just says, "Well if you're lonely, you should go to the sex club!" YEAH, that's gonna solve everything AND give me some weird STD, fuckface.

I hate my life. And most women. So i'm adding you as a friend. smile

Sunday May 25, 2003

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Hmm.. it sure has been a while. I decided I needed a good break from suicide girls.com. I've gotten into a tiff with more than one other members.. but I still firmly believe in all my testosterone driven stubborness that I had the TRUTH on my side. But it's good to be back.. for now. Until the moment comes where I'm asked to renew my...
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Wednesday May 21, 2003

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Holy fuck... last night was insanely intense. Here's how the whole thing went down.
I wasn't feeling too great, so I do what I usually do when my nerves are on the fritz, that being go out for a little stroll in the dark.

I'm meandering along, deep in reverie, when somewhere in the darkness I hear a woman scream at the top of her...
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josh:
Craziness! I hope the bruises and cuts go away soon. tongue

Do you think they knew each other, or that it was a random mugger/attacker/psycho?
carpenoctem:
Gawd. I'm glad you're okay, too. Thanks on behalf of women everywhere for getting involved. You're a hero!

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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It's amazing how fake truly people are. People will cling to the popular zeigeist no matter what the subject is. They'll nod their head and shake their fist as long as two other people are doing it.

What I fel about myself is my business. And if people have a problem, there's no point in not talking to me about it. They'll only do that...
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grrlhavoc:
I will still talk to you biggrin

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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Man.. I need to find a place to live, I think I'm going to post something in the SGSF group so people could keep an eye out for someone who needs a roomie. If YOU'RE reading this and know of someone in the SF Bay Area, kindly contact me. *Gestures politely to the "Contact Button".

So I'm going to start writing something that'll be posted...
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bean:
heh. I thought it was funny. It's hard not to be funny anytime you use the word 'guvnah' in a sentence.
smile

I need to find a place to live in Long Beach sometime in the next 30 days, so yeah, I know where you're at as far as that goes.

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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I had... the... greatest dream last night.. ever. Umm.. involving someone.. yeah.

I woke up unbelievably happy... maybe I'll take a nap just so I can have the same dream again.

Monday May 19, 2003

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If life sucked any more than it already does... life would probably be something a lot like a gigantic vacuum cleaner :\

*Snarls bitterly* Can I die now? Pretty please? With sugar on top?
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bean:
Umm..no. Life sucks, but eventually it gets better. Really, it does. Sometimes it gets worse before it gets better, but eventually it gets better. Hang in there.
josh:
But then you couldn't play on sg chat! tongue

Saturday May 17, 2003

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Yes.. well.. my fellow SG.com cohorts haveconvinced me that the best way to attract the meager (although entirely appreciated) attention of a certain girl.. a certain girl who just happens to be on the "favorite suicide girls" list you see above this journal entry... would be to write her a nice letter.

However.. I have to admit that I'm very hesitant to do this.. very,...
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cherry:
Oooo now I see what cookie looks like! biggrin

You are a sweety. Just read her journal and comment when it's appropriate - it's best not to be too overpowering wink

Cherry xox
cookiemonster:
Overpowering? Er.. too late. *Shrugs*

Saturday May 17, 2003

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Screw Your Second Opinion

I hate it when you laugh when I cry,
The way you take my breath away.
Spoil eternity with a smile,
Rend my heart asunder with your kiss.

Screw your second opinion,
Its as useless as the first.
It doesnt matter if you say, I love you insincerely,
Either way Im bound to bleed.

I refuse to bury myself in your...
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suburbanslave:
Im glad ur ok kid!!! Take care and if u ever need anyone, Im here for u! kiss
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