clef462

I wish there was a way to say
how exactly you mean to me
the things running through my head
without you, I might as well be dead

everday that I see you, and the smile on your face
You warm my heart from coal to core, and make a heaven of this place

I yern for you, everytime that i'm near you
I yern...
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have you ever had a taste of bliss?
the feeling of ever happiness, with knowledge that everything was perfect
her touch, her smell, the way she inveloped your mind, and was all you ever

thought about
and you knew that the feeling was there with her as well
the two of you wrapped around eachothers fingers like a band
and cradling each others hearts like...
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life is going on, and approx 3 1/2 months till i'm back in civilization. Iraq really blows and just needs to be turned into a glass parking lot.

purhaps i need to start posting my written journal in this one, but that one contains thoughts rather personal and poetry heartfelt. *shrug* like it really matters all that much...lol..

until next time..

a letter to myself



i hate it when i'm like this..grrr.... i hate being contained by something other than my own concience...i need to fucking get out of here, i'm literally going mind fuck crazy inside, and suicide haunts my every other thought... i can't stand it anymore...i have a headache, my stomache is turning in knots, all i want to do is go to...
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