so i was dumb to mention midnight oil today...
into the car on the way home and i want to hear some good stuff...
cassette tape sounds like BUGS!
yeah yeah, it's a CASSETTE
i will rectify that situation.
~!
mmmmm...
my favorite song is on the radio.
it makes me
~
i want to run, i want to hide
i want to tear down the walls that hold me inside
i want to reach out and touch the flame
[...]
i want to feel sunlight on my face
see that dust cloud disappear without a trace
i want to take shelter from the poison rain
[...]
were beaten and blown by the wind
trampled into dust
ill show you a place high on a desert plain
[...]
we're still building and burning down love
(burning down love)
and when I go there, i go there with you
it's all I can do
~
la la la la la
~!
i'm having a much better day than yesterday.
i feel more at peace, though my body is wretching at me.
i honestly can't think of anything i want so badly besides just the path i tread.
it's quite a marvelous feeling, to be honest.
but as everything does, this too will pass.
"I do not want the peace that passeth understanding. I want the understanding which bringeth peace."
~ Helen Keller
TEA TIME!
think i'll have some earl grey this morning... with HONEY!
~my morning sun is the drug that brings me here~
~!
so, after weeks of having healthy but meager eating habits,
i have eaten junk for the past two days.
i rested like ASS last night.
as in - i feel like shit.
let's examine this:
gee whiz, citrus,
do you think that maybe it has anything to do with the fact that you've eaten pizza for three meals in the last two days? perhaps that your fiber intake has been extremely low and that doughy nastiness has clogged your system?
do you think it's the lack of greens you've put in your mouth since you've been so gluttonous?
mmm.
this is a prime example of how we get what we give.
doing unto yourself?
well DO BETTER!
because it's not that i didn't get enough sleep - i was in bed by about 10.30 and probably asleep by 11.30.
it's not that i was uncomfortable (although the bed i sleep on is not the bed i prefer)
it's not that i had nightmares or was in and out of a slumber.
i am convinced it is the quick shift in consumption.
when i faded into consciousness this morning the first thing i noticed was my stomach gurgling and churning.
fucking EW!
i will have to either fast or cleanse.
this is ridiculous and i can't deal.
how about our bowl of kashi with flax and dried currants like the body is adjusted to, eh?
~!
wish i had somethign profound or interesting to share this morning,
but i just have so much work to do and unfortunately, the cats are not away like yesterday.
(although i get so much more actually ACCOMPLISHED when they don't spend hours up my ass)
oh!, and A... i am so in love with this ginger spray you gave me!
today i've mixed it with citrus. yesterday, vanilla.
mmmmmmm.
happy wednesday!
yoga tonight!
"Can one have love?
If we could, love would need to be a thing, a substance that one can have, own, possess.
The truth is, there is no such thing as 'love.'
'Love' is an abstraction, perhaps a goddess or an alien being, although nobody has ever seen this goddess.
In reality, there exists only the act of loving.
To love is a productive activity. It implies caring for, knowing, responding, affirming, enjoying: the person, the tree, the painting, the idea. It means bringing to life, increasing his/her/its aliveness. It is a process, self-renewing and self increasing."
~ from To Have or to Be?
Erich Fromm
into the car on the way home and i want to hear some good stuff...
cassette tape sounds like BUGS!
yeah yeah, it's a CASSETTE
i will rectify that situation.
~!
mmmmm...
my favorite song is on the radio.
it makes me
~
i want to run, i want to hide
i want to tear down the walls that hold me inside
i want to reach out and touch the flame
[...]
i want to feel sunlight on my face
see that dust cloud disappear without a trace
i want to take shelter from the poison rain
[...]
were beaten and blown by the wind
trampled into dust
ill show you a place high on a desert plain
[...]
we're still building and burning down love
(burning down love)
and when I go there, i go there with you
it's all I can do
~
la la la la la
~!
i'm having a much better day than yesterday.
i feel more at peace, though my body is wretching at me.
i honestly can't think of anything i want so badly besides just the path i tread.
it's quite a marvelous feeling, to be honest.
but as everything does, this too will pass.
"I do not want the peace that passeth understanding. I want the understanding which bringeth peace."
~ Helen Keller
TEA TIME!
think i'll have some earl grey this morning... with HONEY!
~my morning sun is the drug that brings me here~
~!
so, after weeks of having healthy but meager eating habits,
i have eaten junk for the past two days.
i rested like ASS last night.
as in - i feel like shit.
let's examine this:
gee whiz, citrus,
do you think that maybe it has anything to do with the fact that you've eaten pizza for three meals in the last two days? perhaps that your fiber intake has been extremely low and that doughy nastiness has clogged your system?
do you think it's the lack of greens you've put in your mouth since you've been so gluttonous?
mmm.
this is a prime example of how we get what we give.
doing unto yourself?
well DO BETTER!
because it's not that i didn't get enough sleep - i was in bed by about 10.30 and probably asleep by 11.30.
it's not that i was uncomfortable (although the bed i sleep on is not the bed i prefer)
it's not that i had nightmares or was in and out of a slumber.
i am convinced it is the quick shift in consumption.
when i faded into consciousness this morning the first thing i noticed was my stomach gurgling and churning.
fucking EW!
i will have to either fast or cleanse.
this is ridiculous and i can't deal.
how about our bowl of kashi with flax and dried currants like the body is adjusted to, eh?
~!
wish i had somethign profound or interesting to share this morning,
but i just have so much work to do and unfortunately, the cats are not away like yesterday.
(although i get so much more actually ACCOMPLISHED when they don't spend hours up my ass)
oh!, and A... i am so in love with this ginger spray you gave me!
today i've mixed it with citrus. yesterday, vanilla.
mmmmmmm.
happy wednesday!
yoga tonight!
"Can one have love?
If we could, love would need to be a thing, a substance that one can have, own, possess.
The truth is, there is no such thing as 'love.'
'Love' is an abstraction, perhaps a goddess or an alien being, although nobody has ever seen this goddess.
In reality, there exists only the act of loving.
To love is a productive activity. It implies caring for, knowing, responding, affirming, enjoying: the person, the tree, the painting, the idea. It means bringing to life, increasing his/her/its aliveness. It is a process, self-renewing and self increasing."
~ from To Have or to Be?
Erich Fromm
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ps - that grapefruit Izze soda rocks my world. yum!
Have a good night dear - sweet dreams may come to you...