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aaaah.

smile

home again, home again, jiggidy jig

i'm good.
finishing some laundry, watching my mom's dinner for her - it's nearly ten oclock and her husband isn't home from whatever he's doing and she's cooking for some work function tomorrow and trying to keep their food from burning.
she's smoking on the front porch... i'm asked to stir when i remember. it's frozen pasta stuff....
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topbanana66:
I'm going to have some of that fancy frozen pizza now...MMMMMM! We have donated leftovers at work to the DERA (downtown eastside residents assn.) before...We have a group of ravenous floor staff - so it disappears quick...Love you sweets, have a good nite... smile
zephyra:


and kiss
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~~~THERAPY!!!



what is WITH people today?
again,
four people have been in my office asking me if everything's alright.
FOUR PEOPLE
finally, the guy in the office next to me (we have a great relationship. what am i saying - i have great relationships with EVERYONE here - all so unique) comes in and asked me (about ten minutes ago) and explained that i've just...
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bishopufb:
hi sweety.... I wish you could make somebody change their life.. but there's nothing you can do.... sometimes it seeems the more you help them... the worse it gets...... oh yeah.. i changed my name...
roagnailt:
question? who is R and who is A? I've been out of the loop
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dayglow:
Hey there, I am very stressed out right now. But finals will be over by Tues, and everything will be a-ok. I have some big news about the new boyfriend, but I dont feel like typing it out for everyone to see. We'll have to talk in person about it, or maybe i'll e-mail you if your just dying to know.
cupofkarma:
you're so cool. thanks again. i can't believe you got to him to eat avacados!!!?? i made it for him tonight and he LOVED it!!! kiss

p.s. there's this wierd al video where he pokes fun at bob dylan. it's full of palindromes!!!!

i'm a total geek!! blush
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sleeeeeeepy citrus

blush


respect yer mama


~!


~rollin' with the homies~

drinkin' beerah.
eatin' good stuff,
bein' porch monkeys.
ooo aaa
haaangin' on it

i'm'a go chizzle w/ mah nizzles


(ladies and gentlemen, we have a goofy fruit on our hands)

biggrin

*clap clap... if yer happy and you know it*
wink

~!



tore out the stars and kissed my forehead,
...
an ache that fell into a hole
......
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riottsiren:
my fuzzies are a mess...but they are a lot of fun smile you still going to meet up with us at Monk??
lipservicejen:
i just got home from my g-sale and it looks as if i don't have the extra cash to spend tonight. let's try and all meet up for happy hour and dinner one night this week, happy hour during the week always rokks. i know a perfect place - cheap drinks & yummy yummy cheap tacos... we have to do it tuesday though to go there. lmk if your intersted and i'll post something in group.
i'm emailing my home #, again, now.
kiss kiss
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this will be a new practice.

a-one and a-two and a-three and a (dot.dot.dot.dot)




mood swing

smile

mad



~!~!~!~

when i forget how to talk, i sing
won't you please
bring that flash to shine
and turn my eyes red
unless they close
when you click
and my face gets sick, stuck
like a question - unposed
~wilco


so, today is melancholy music day in the house...
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riottsiren:
did i miss something??? what makes you sick dude??
xiphoidtoo:
hey, i'm not nasty! well, not nasty in that way. what way are you talking about?

what up?

kiss
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something something something

surreal whatever robot



i'm so fickle and insecure sometimes.
eeeeew hormones.
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lipservicejen:
would you be interested in happy hour tomorrow? something early for din & drinks? i could really use seeing you girls... i need some positive reinforcements!!! lmk if you can and i'll start making the plans. i see your kinda busy tomorrow night... so it looks like my needs just ain't gonna be met. again. oh well, lmk for sure.
lipservicejen:
saturday i'm "supposed" to have my garage sale, part deux. as for saturday night, i don't know. sunday is booked with mom so nothin late saturday night. what's your saturday looking like? i could prolly put my sale off until next weekend.
were you planning on doing dollar day at the track? that would be a fun girl day.
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so i was dumb to mention midnight oil today...
into the car on the way home and i want to hear some good stuff...
cassette tape sounds like BUGS!
yeah yeah, it's a CASSETTE

i will rectify that situation.

~!


mmmmm...
my favorite song is on the radio.
it makes me smile

~
i want to run, i want to hide
i want to tear down...
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fortissimo:
I'm so glad you're coming tubing. I want to have rambling discussions and urge you to read my favorite Stendhal book and be uber-geeky about tea. biggrin

-ff

ps - that grapefruit Izze soda rocks my world. yum!
topbanana66:
...I can imagine a whole wall, with a giant hanging of collage art carefully constucted done by the mighty Citrus... wink

Have a good night dear - sweet dreams may come to you...
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mom catches me with spoon in mouth... "what're you eating?"
... "pleenot buttel"
"ew" she says.

when she returns, i'm at the kitchen counter ... "now what're you eating?"
... "celery, peanut butter, raisins, peas, ... anything i can find that i'll eat..."

mmmmm. fooooood.


she says i'm utterly spoiled... that i'll be mailing her my laundry and asking her to send me beans...
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prophetnoise:
hey darlin

I like how you (either advertantly or inadvertantly) coupled human traits with un-zen-ness. Very true, but we all have our bouts with humanness. It sucks, but those of us who are usually on top of things get through it in time. wink

That scar is pretty fucking crazy sounding. I want a pulse meter!!! tongue
zephyra:
To the lake Alice! biggrin

I loves me some citrus. love
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this one's a keeper for forever, yah?

another good reminder
(from january 2002)


~!

(now playing: the beatles; revolver )


...
whisper a voice into my breath



read me slowly.
a sentence,
a thought
(or two),
one at a time,
(or together)
slowly,
again
(understand?)


center


keep this up
yes, change -
roll with it, but stay home


~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~


what's new?
oh, nothing.
same old,...
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citrus:
meh,
it could be better

you used rant twice in the same line - that's lame.

and your thoughts are sometimes incomplete, but that's usual.
a thought isn't ever complete, is it? or, maybe what completes it is what you can't think or articulate so what difference does it make?

and now we're not sure it was a story by vonnegut (you spelled his name wrong)

etcetera.

you should read more.

kiss
i still love you
citrus:
and to think you hadn't even read the tao yet!?!
"all in the way"

cute.


also,
now, these days (see date of note)
we DO believe that life is fair.
isn't that funny...
of course, it's still only in bits and pieces ...


i am so in love
i am almost insane
i don't know what to do with myself but to be in love
and i'm fine with that



[Edited on Jun 11, 2004 11:52AM]
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cupofkarma:
very cute!! biggrin
zephyra:
Beautiful...are those your childhood friends? I still have a "fluffy" and a "blanket" from when I was a kid. blush
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new york new york new york
new york new york new york


not that i know where i'm getting the money, but i am SO going to be there.
it's what i want.
it's far past time i be there.
i guess i should be working on my resume or something.
saving is happening.
debt is being paid.
application to school is getting worked out,...
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bishopufb:
you keep promising these trips to ok... but alas.. no citrus.. we're all sad...
topbanana66:
Such pretty and lively poetry from an angel... kiss smile
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sha la
la la la
live for today






good news
and good love
from a soulmate
in the eight-o-eight state
makes citrus feel like sunshine




~ draggin' the line...
cupofkarma:
ramones?

i saw that you called last night. i was at work. i will call you later. joe took the day off so we can spend the day together. that makes me smile. biggrin

have a great day at work. talk to you soon. kiss
donaldbrown:
808 State.