Sometimes you find your Person and sometimes you find that you aren't your Person's Person and sometimes you find that that's ok anyway.
...I have been blissfully happy. I reconnected with an old friend and things just clicked. Clicked just right. We fell for each other fast and hard. And for the first time in a very long time, I took the armor off my heart. And it was wonderful.
Tonight we put things on indefinite hold. Her partner of many years isn't as poly as they thought...
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chef:
Sometimes i get through the rush, the high, and just know the crash is coming. It makes me wonder if the high is worth it. I'm sorry about your friend. And I'm sorry her poly partner had to bail out the minute things got real.
chrstphrgould:
Thanks, @chefbeth. She and I are working on being "just friends" publicly. In truth, we both still have a lot of very strong feelings, but we are working within a set of rules. I have decided, for now, that not being with her is the price I am willing to pay for her being in my life. It's mostly working. I've also decided not to re-armor my heart. It's weird, having feelings again. I cry at random times, which kinda sucks, but also kinda not.
My play closed. We had 12 successful performances (community theater) and much excellent feedback. 591 people attended and we made the theater roughly $3500. Our production budget was under $500, so I'd say I've earned the right to come back and do it again sometime. I's not even been a week and I miss my actors and crew terribly.
A week ago Monday, I file...
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We had our preview tonight. It was going to be a press preview but my theater doesn't have a press contact list (that's something that'll change when they put me on the board), so it was a "friends and family" preview. Two board members came and enjoyed the heck out of it. And my Assistant Director, who is one of theater heroes and who has...
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Many people tell me that I am universally liked. Apparently not enough, though, that anyone wants to date me. Of the last three women I asked out, one told me that she'd love to date me, but that she's hung up over someone else (who she is now grieving after he summarily dumped her); one told me that she was too broken up about her...
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My directorial debut opens this week!
