I'd like to start today's blog off with one of my favorite songs at this moment. It's a trance song remixed into dubstep. It's really quite beautiful. I'm often finding myself falling into day dreaming sessions while listening to this.
So my pentagram arrived in the mail today! Finally! I didn't waste any time putting it around my neck and wearing it proudly. I was really excited to be getting this. It's a little smaller than I realized, but i'm not complaining one bit.
I went out prepared to receive open hate towards me wearing it, but I didn't get any. I think part of me was actually hoping to get some. Weird I know. I think it's because those of my friends who are fellow Wiccans have gotten so much hate for being what they are that I guess I just "assumed" things would be the same for me. They so far at least haven't been...so I'm happy for that. It was really weird, but after I started wearing it, things seemed some-what "enhanced". Like for example, my car stereo seemed to be pumping out my normal beats much better. It just sounded better for some reason. I know, completely silly and I'm sure it's not the case, but I'd like to believe this pentagram does in fact have some power to it.
I've been thinking a lot about my altar set up and how it needs a little sprucing up. The thing is, it's hard to decide what's appropriate to place upon my altar. You can't just place anything, each item has to have some sort of personal spiritual meaning...which is where my problem is. I've never been the type of person till now who's had any sort of deep spiritual connection with anything really. I know I can't ask people what to place, because everyone has different opinions. Really, it's up to me to decide. I sort of vision plants or small green trees of some sort. I've tried concentrating and meditating to some degree to figure out what I want to do but so far nothing. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. I'm not sure really. I'm still REALLY new to this, so I understand things will take time.
I'm going to end this with another song I'm quite fond of. Make sure you crank that bass up to experience the best of this song. I hope everyone is having a great day so far! Take care!
