chrismj

I don't feel so bad now being the kind of person who would rather stay home than venture out into the world. I mean, speaking from a logical point of view, it's a hell of a lot cheaper lol. It doesn't do anything for my social life, I know. I may never meet anyone new, or ever have a girlfriend again or start a family like I've always dreamed about, but, I think I've accepted some of the limitations that come with my choices. My last blog I wrote, I was pretty confused about who I really am. Well, I still am quite a bit, but I think the fun in that is that you can become anybody or anything you want. I'm still young, so there's plenty of time to discover myself. Till then, my life may be pretty drama-free, and excitement-free, but maybe that's what I need right now. At this point I've figured, if I'm ment for love, it'll find me. If I'm ment for another kind of life, the opportunity will beckon me to it. I'm just gunna drift along and do my own thing till then.