chi

lol..i liked your eyes with or without em...that should tell you somthing too though, they distracted me from the mountain of pots and pans anywho...off to bed..gotta nap before people show up heh..btw your prob one of the few people i'v seen that has even heard of a geisha let alone seen that movie..one up for you goodnight again

[Edited on May 21, 2004 10:51PM]

YAY!!!! I'm glad you have a permit now! I could never live without my car. Sometimes, when shit gets too hard, I just get in my car and drive aound for a while. It just helps me think and clear my mind.

And you will not be deleted. We still have to go hang out! Though I'm not sure if the midget town still exists. It used to though...

haha..

"by the time you read this you've already read it"

YOU MEAN JESUS WAS STRAIGHT!?!

this isn't just phoney internet speak, i'm really sorry things are so tough for you right now, i haven't met you, but you can usually get a vibe about a person's personality through their writing, and you seem like a warm, intelligent, and good natured person. i feel your pain on the whole relationship issue, i've had two in a row now that have left me TKO'd
maybe someday we can ride our bikes together and make car noises, to feel special

Breaking up is hard on everyone.....it took me a good year to get totally over my last girlfriend....its a time thing. I wish there was some words that I could say to make your feel better....but everything you are feeling is normal....just try and be good to yourself....and not beat yourself up...you are young and atractive....plenty of fish in the sea. taks care. BP

then you understand how hard it is to make it from one day to the next. my problem is also that i have no REAL friends none that i can lean on when i need to.


good luck w/ your GED this is an important thing you are doing and your life will be better because of it.

Yeah... hehehe... lube...

You were gonna come to San Diego?!?! Give me a heads up next time, we can go drinking somewhere.

did you call taco bell when you were drunk? maybe that's why they closed early, they feared the drunken wrath of *dum,dum, duuumm* CHI!!!!!!!

updates?

i'll try to work on getting more pics of myself

ah girl i hope you can get out of the funk. you are too damn cute not to have boys chasing you down left and right!

personal days are for exactly that so good for you!

oh and one more thing i really wanted to say something about the frilly underwear and the good hair day but i controlled myself!



take care kiddo!

I once quit drinking, drugs, girls, everthing....for 28 days. Then I developed this strange liking for coffee, cigarettes, and collecting poker chips and keychains with the neatest little symbols on them. I would go to these lame cult meetings where everyone was all talk....they'd tell you these great stories of all the drugs they used to do, all the alcohol they'd drink, and the women they'd get....but none of em would DO anything anymore! Although if you managed to 'keep coming back' for long enough, you got another neato poker chip or keychain of a DIFFERNT COLOR. WOW. Bunch of old burn-outs....

Couldn't hang with them anymore, and now I'm back! So that probably makes me a bad influence on you....though I'll tell you what little I've learned in my journies. There IS light at the end of the tunnel. You don't have to be out of control all the time. I hardly drink now, and only do certain drugs recreationally. I have a high-paying job, go to work everyday (never high), have friends and family, money, pets, a wife, etc.

My advice:
Find the problems in your life that are causing you to want to escape in the first place. Once you've learned to deal with them (you might need therapy, medication, or just some time to reflect), THEN you can safely come back to reality and be in control of what you do and when.

Yes, unforntantly I have passion for red wine. In so much that I drink 2 glasses everyday and splurge a bit here and there on the weekends. This basically equates to 2 bottles a week (at a mininum). But proudly, I have gain extensive knowledge of what I like in a wine and the type I savor the most with cheese (of course). If its not wine its 2 things; straight jack on the rocks with a slice of lime, or PBR tall boy served with a straw. If you can do without the liquor, then more power to you!

I cant drink it anymore. ever since I drank 3/4 of the white russian kaluha straight by myself in a 2hr time frame. yeah I puked it up .

You are truely beautiful and your eyes are intoxicating...
you seem like you have a cool sense of humor too.. will you tell me a joke? and yes Kaluha is great.. there are so many great drinks you can make with it...

It was so hot Sunday I spent it laying around in a t-shirt and shorts in bed all day long playing, very unskillfully, with a guitar. And.. that's just about it.

I need an air conditioner.

why havent u updated your live journal.. In the famous words of u.. Its not hard =).

well that sums it all up........ what a versatile word.

Its such a great word.

Hey girl,
You have the most amazing blue eyes.

Is your profile pic current? The dark hair really brings out your beautiful blue eyes...wow.

!