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So here I am just over 35 days til my 32 birthday. Jobless, vehicleless, spouseless, childless, and on the virge of being homeless for probably the 15-20 time. I honestly stopped keeping track after 12. I’m waiting to find out if I need surgery I can’t afford because I fucked up my shit pretty good. I usually don’t complain about this shit because it’s no...
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chazzzhadez:
Thank you
gadget:
I know what it's like to be in your thirties and feel like you have nothing... add to that I decided to move 2000 miles away, so what little I actually did have left back home, I willingly left behind. I also can appreciate how easy it would be to run back into your old world. Three years is a great milestone. It's fucking hard to maintain that optimism that you'll find something else, I know that too. and you know what I've learned in my travels? You're probably already aware, but parents don't know shit. They're just full grown kids without a fucking clue probably 90% of the time. That sucks for us kids not getting a leg up on our futures... but that's the reality.
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The underboob and sideboobs shot I think is amazingly underrated. I honestly don’t think it gets enough credit in the world. Most guys I know just want to get the show and see the breasts in their raw free beauty. Meanwhile I think the refined Male out there likes the tease the bare underboob and sideboob delivers. I know I love, in fact I love...
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The more vices I stop having the less and less human I feel. I’ve always known that I can stop my vices whenever I want and not return to them. More often then not I do return to them. Mostly because I’m bored with life. You get to the point to where you feel like a burnt out junkie. Feelings are your drugs and you...
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bookcouple:
This is so sad and beautiful and courageous to admit out loud... it’s amazing how dull things become when they are  overly familiar... hugs, I hope you find something that brings you joy today
chazzzhadez:
Thank you
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Well I’m writing again and once again putting it out there. If anyone is interested in being a muse of mine then just say the word. I can send out samples of my writing if your curious. You can also just message me too.

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Ok so something I’ve never understood is the appeal of fake breasts. I understand some women get them for self confidence purposes. Some will get them to help their career (yes I’ve talked to some models and actresses that got them for that purpose). Some will get them for other reasons. As a male that if you follow the stereotypes is soppost to love bug...
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I am outspoken in my offline life as being straight edge. No I don’t bring it up unless you ask and if you do ask. I don’t try to force my life style choices on other. I decided to become a straight edge after I come the realisation that I was a raging alcoholic. Ive never really had a drug problem anything I’ve ever done...
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dariianity:
I'm not straight edge myself, but I totally support people who are! Keep it up!
chazzzhadez:
Thank you
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While at work this evening. So co-workers (of mixed gender and sexualities) and I were talking about what we find the most attractive in a spouse/companion. Heard the stereotyped big ass, big titties, etc etc etc. Then it got to me I gave the answer I always give. Which to their surprise left them dumbfounded. I happen to find the eyes and smile the most...
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When I was leaving Chicago. I was walking back to the train station and this 15 year old girl with Down syndrome stopped me to look at my patches. Her parents apologised I told then not big deal. She said she loved my pink robot patch (R2KT), my Ketchup Bottle man patch (mustard plug mustard man), and told me to be careful with the spikes...
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dariianity:
That is so cute!
chazzzhadez:
Thank you
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Yes I went on a road trip by myself mostly to clear me head. As the people in my personal life know. Every 2-3 year I have a terrible mental breakdown. My last one was I wasn’t sure if I’d come back from it. I somehow did. So I went on this trip to clear my head and hope it cleared my troubled mind. I’m...
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Hello my name is Charles R. Phillips. I am a big fan of the models here. Being honestly mostly their tattoo work. Over the last few years I’ve been using photos for prompts in my prose. I don’t write anything directly violent, sexual, or discriminatory. I write on any and all topics nothing to me is too weird, strange, or out there. I never post...
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victoriaboness:
So explain a little more