This weekend has been wild. To start off my best friend and I got into a disagreement. Then I had to host a slumber party for my daughters friends. Not so bad, a bunch of little girls on a sugar high and didn't slow down till 3:30 this morning. Also today I celebrated my 1 year anniversary with Botb.
Have you ever felt lost and not sure why? I have lost myself. I have got out of touch of who I am. I feel like I don't take part in the things that use to bring me joy. I have not read any of my spiritual books in the past month. I have not practiced my yoga or meditation. I feel like I have closed my third eye, and finding it's really hard to open. None of my beliefs have changed. But I don't feel connected with myself or my surroundings. It has been ages since I have just gazed at a full moon, walked on a trail and enjoyed the beauty of nature.
Friends say it's because of the loss of my father. He was the only one who understood me. Others say I have pushed myself to thin. I am getting run down.
But I feel I need to go in search of myself again. I should have some pretty good updates in my journal.
Have you ever felt lost and not sure why? I have lost myself. I have got out of touch of who I am. I feel like I don't take part in the things that use to bring me joy. I have not read any of my spiritual books in the past month. I have not practiced my yoga or meditation. I feel like I have closed my third eye, and finding it's really hard to open. None of my beliefs have changed. But I don't feel connected with myself or my surroundings. It has been ages since I have just gazed at a full moon, walked on a trail and enjoyed the beauty of nature.
Friends say it's because of the loss of my father. He was the only one who understood me. Others say I have pushed myself to thin. I am getting run down.
But I feel I need to go in search of myself again. I should have some pretty good updates in my journal.
The Rev
Did you get any snow last night? I woke up this morning and the ground had a layer of wet snow all over! Almost all of it melted by the time I got back from taking my son to school. Kinda scary! I don't remember ever having snow in October!