catiedid

Words that enlighten the soul are more precious than jewels.
--Hazrat Inayat Khan

I haven't had anything of much significance to say recently. I seem to be relying on the words of others to get my points across. And not sure I'm doing a very good job most of the time. Typically, when my life goes through any type of turmoil there are two main phases, the writing phase and the I lost my words phase. Right now I have lost my words. I can't seem to articulate anything. Thoughts and words and ideas are running crazy through my head, keeping me awake at night, not letting me focus on tasks at hand, but when I sit down and put pen to paper or fingers to keyboard, they all disappear. They are mocking me. All the words in my head are laughing at my frustration and they are taking great pleasure in tormenting me. My voice will return. It always does but in the mean time, I will try not to let my frustration make the lives of those around me miserable.