dresden

Well it's been about forever since I updated. I've definately had lots of things going on. My family and I just came back from Wisconsin last night. We all drove out for my brothers wedding. It was a great little getaway. Very entertaining to I might add. My brother couldn't have asked for a better family to marry into. His wife's family is HUGE!. And...
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My grandfathers doin better now. He's back almost to the way he was. Lost some speech and he's having some problems walking, but he'll be ok. Thanks you guys for your thoughts!

Oh, my Poppop had a stroke this weekend. I never before thought what it would be like with out him or my grandmother. But reality set in. It's f'n scarey. I don't know what I would do if he wasn't around to talk to. He answers all my questions and gives me someone to look up too. What will happen when he's gone?

Sorry I haven't kept up to date with anyone who cares. I'm having fun spending my time with the outdoors. I really am happy, but right this moment I feel very alone. I go days and days without talking to anyone except at work. I like being alone, but I wonder sometimes what it's doing to me. Am I falling out of the loop? Do...
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I've found a new hobby. Makes me feel like I'm old though. I'm now addicted to fly fishing and fly tying. It's fun. Takes up alot of the time I spend here starin at the walls. And it doesn't matter that I have no one to go with me. Just me the stream and the trout. I've been seeing alot of really cool things too...
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My mood lately has been amazing! I know I don't update my journal much, but really nothing happens in my time. Lately, I have been really happy! I'm glad. Can't say I'm here much, in this state of mind. For some reason, afew bad things have happened, but they haven't dragged me down like the norm. I'm working mega OT at work. I think maybe...
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Despite what my last post was like, I had a surprisingly good weekend. I went out did some hiking. Watched some raptors and found some milli's. I saw some really great stuff. Definately helped calm me down some. I took some really cool pictures. Dumbass me forgot to bring more film with though. All and all it was great. I saw many things that make...
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*** mental disclaimer***if you don't want to hear me whine like a little pussy ass bitch DO NOT PROCEED***


I think I've just decided to return to the heartless unemotional SOB I was 2 years ago. Not that it matters but I had a date set up for Saturday. Once again the gullible schmuck that I am thought I met a "nice" girl. Well, I...
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I am soo glad the coldness is finally over! Now I can go get my air conditioner and recreate winter in my apartment. Stupid how that works. Can't wait for summer, and then I wanna make it feel like winter. Duh!

I'm back!!!!!!