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Its hard to deal with the redundant feelings of guilt, the remaining feelings towards one person while you kiss another. All these feelings, these emotions and tendencies and things, they all stammer and fight for a place and grab hold hoping not to slip into history like all the sparks of the past. Into the dark cut scenes of the past, these frozen frames in...
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There is a good chance I may end up killing myself with all the excercise i am doing on minimal sleep and food. No soy tan bien para mi propia salud amigo's. Just need to take a sleepy pill early today.

After comming back from some of the poorest regions of south america and the tropical paradise that is Antigua/Barbuda, I have come to realize that, unless you have a goider the size of a soft ball or a bullet impailed in some part of your body, the poorer you are the happier you are. wealth does impart some benefits, but who needs to live longer...
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Love is a peculiar, like a horse with blinders. It lets you see nothing but them, nothing but a future with that one person you care about most. Its a life giving essence, leaving you inspired, capable of doing great things. Driving you to take a maddening pace to assume the place as one they can consider holding on to. It can drive you to...
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I loath todays youth, i utterly hate this race of being that we have come to be. So full of ourselves that we have no fucking clue that we are the most ignorant society that has been on the face of the earth since the persecution of those many centuries ago. We are so blind to the death of honor and commitment, giving up and...
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Here's to all those omnipotent morals of yesterday. To Obama for being a fucking idiot and failing to see what it is that makes a man everyone. To allowing people to lie to us and pretend that the end is near and rescue is long and hard coming. We as a nation have been lying to ourselves. We are the murderers that have allowed our...
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Saw some dragraces today. Its funny how you will never see anything like it in anyother country. Its american culture at its best. To think that one day it will die because of rising oil prices and politics. Go out the way of freedom of speach and right to bear arms. To think that we give away our tru freedom. Our ability to dream so...
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The loss of another is an extremely difficult thing. To think that the place that that individual held in your life will forever be empty, to believe that this individual that meant so much to you will never set another step, live another day, and move another in the way that they moved me. My grandfather was a simple man, he never wanted more in...
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tv, a waste of humanaties resources. Actors who rather than help the world they waste all the money and ability they could use to build soup houses on drugs and diamonds to make others filthy rich. When they could just for once help ease the suffering in Africa they crash cars while drinking. I guess we could all be like manko and suffer in not...
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What ever happen to the holidays that actually meant what they where meant to mean? What ever happened to the christmas that was about baby jesus and not about buying people gifts and fucking drunk chicks at your office parties. It seems that the more politically correct society tries to be the more society looses the individual. By trying to be like everyone we have...
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Modern romance burdened with the weight of unrequited love which only weighs heavy on the shoulders of future relationships. I have often found myself strugling against the idealized version of someone else in contention for the heart of the person I am seeing. Too often have we as humans fooled ourselfves into believing that there is hope in the ghost image of an idealized past...
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