After all that time feeling bad this year, i finally can say that everything is getting better. I didn't expect it could be so soon, but now I see that all the fighting and hope was worthy. Like I read somewhere else: the feeling of superation is such an amazing feeling, and we can only feel that by being alive. So, everytime I get...
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sully7:
🌹
user8992:
So much love for this! 💚 that's wonderful beautiful.

Just been in a pretty busy week, really thankful that everything is getting better and I promise good news in the future!

Hang in there!

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chriskp:
Great! Have a nice weekend, beautiful @camy
tshds323:
Thank God

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Switch
100% Primal (Hunter)
99% Primal (Prey)
90% Rope bunny
89% Voyeur
80% Dominant
66% Non-monogamist
64% Submissive
63% Exhibitionist
58% Rigger
55% Experimentalist
55% Master/Mistress
53% Masochist
52% Vanilla
43% Daddy/Mommy
40% Brat
39% Owner
32% Pet
30% Sadist
29% Slave
1% Ageplayer
1% Boy/Girl
0% Degradee
0% Degrader

medusaw:
hahaha :D
jonathanlance:
80-dom 64-sub.  So you like to tell someone to tell you what to do?  

Do you have any friends?
This is something I've been thinking a lot about lately, mostly these past few days.


Well, my best friend in this life is my husband, that's the only thing I know for sure. And now that he's gone (he had to travel this week and I am alone until sunday) I got to think of that. I...
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thaecos:
 O tempo me ensinou a ser solitário e gentil comigo mesma.  Também sou bastante apegada ao meu marido, mas temos que ser fortes quando estamos sozinhas, porque assim eles vão ficar tranquilos em nossa ausência, mas eu te entendo! Espero que você fique bem, ocupe sua mente com coisas que goste de fazer assim você pode distrair da solidão e o tempo vai passar voando. Fique bem anjo lindo!😍
mariafox:
eu tinha tantos. fiquei sem a maioria desde que fiquei grávida. vc sabe. te amo <3

The anxiety takes over when I have to wake up early in the morning and I try to sleep early the night before but no luck. I even tried to drink 2 beers and smoke a little joint but I passed out and then I woke up again really wanting to eat. I ate Rice, tomatoes, cassava flour and chips hahaha. Then I got bloated...
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edmund3:
@camy also have trouble sleeping.... always have
groovybrucey:
Try taking Valerian tablets.  They won't make you groggy the next day and they are completely natural.  I swear they work.  I'm a bad sleeper and it always helps x

Hey dears! I've been a little busy today, so I needed to stop by and just update a little!

Are you excited to Halloween? Here we don't usually celebrate like you do, we don't go out for trick or treat, but we mostly go out to party and drink in costumes! And, like is a date really close to Dia de los...
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olivier6876:
superbe jeune femme
jonathanlance:
Yes
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chriskp:
So sorry, some guys will never learn to respect women.
kafkaoconnor:
Was it Dick Cavatt?  Or was it Dick Cheney?  Maybe Dick Tracy.  Dick Van Dyke?  It couldn’t have been Dick Clark; he’s dead.  I’m being a dick, I know.  Seriously, I don’t blame you, Camy.  I don’t like dick pictures either.  I suppose some guys think that it’s flattering to send pictures of themselves like that to women.  Well, you did right to block that guy.  I was blocked once by a person who wanted to follow me and out of courtesy I asked to follow that person in return and I was blocked when I requested the invitation.  I was a bit sore about it, too, because I never did anything to deserve that.  Stupid Bourbon Joe!  Anyway, you won’t get any dick pictures from us, even you ask us.  No ma’m, it’s not going to happen.  Eh, I’m pulling your leg.  You’re our Marlene Dietrich, our online hostess.  We don’t want to be 86ed to the best bar on the internet.

Facebook reminded me of this post, from one year ago, and I am still the same person that I always were, and I am grateful for that.

https://www.suicidegirls.com/members/camy/blog/2955194/sorry-not-sorry/

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camy:
@kafkaoconnor yes! Lets laugh of everything! I promise you if one day I get rich I will com and make you a visit, even if you like it or not, and we will drink some beer together and laugh about all. Even at your CAT. And otters. And your students. And I will listen to Air supply as well. Altough I prefer A-ha, tears for fears and even flock of seagulls. I wish I was born before the 80s.
kafkaoconnor:
I like Tears for Fears and Flock of Seagulls  Don't you jest.  A-ha, not so much.  Too much take out with them.  Well, get rich soon. My cat's not gonna live forever.  It lives behind the refrigerator.  That stupid cat.  Wink.
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chriskp:
Hi @camy, that´s a happy ending for a night like this. As long as the strange dreams don´t haunt you they don´t harm you. Have a nice sunday! 
kafkaoconnor:
I had a dream where a giant man was met by a greater giant made entirely of sand--a woman, ten times his size--out in a desert unlike any desert one can ever fathom.  He was so petrified by how huge this giant woman was, standing there before him, that he became sand himself.  But unlike the giant woman, he could not move.  The giant woman made fun of his ears which protruded like satellite dishes signaling the heavens for help.  He stood still as the giant woman marveled at his small stature compared to her behemoth frame, only the marbles in his sockets roamed from side to side.  And within seconds of being examined by this giant female, whose eyes were as big as moons, he disintegrated into the ground into one sad lump of his former glory.  And from this mound of sand, a white mouse shot out in a panic and scurried into the ripples of the landscape, trying to find refuge from the scorching heat, only to be snatched by a snake that had sought shelter by a rock's shadow.  

I wrote this exactly last year. If you read my old blogs you will see it there. But I love this text so much, that I needed to repeat it in here again. Hope you enjoy.


One day, our bodies will be consume by the earth (or fire).

Our essence, will last for an eternity.

I do not believe in the outer beauty, but in...
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lexthetrex:
Beautiful 
chriskp:
Hi @camy, you are right, we better live our life to the fullest, enjoy is as much as we can. consider every day a real gift and appreciate every Minute. Your personality shines as much as your beauty.