brin04

I'm just really borde, not really interested in the superbowl, and i decided to skip the party anyway. i gotta slow down or im gonna have a pickled liver before i turn 21. Self control, jsut because you have a 6 pack and half a bottle of JD dont mean you need to drink it ALL at once.

anyway how is everyone else?

Well im over that already, i havent asked anybody out in so long it actually feals good to be rejected, i dont really know why though, mayeb because of the way she is acting i know it never would have worked out anyway. it dont matter, none of this matters.

On a god note i got a new cell phone, YAY NEW TOY and i...
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I dont know why I even fucken try every time I try to get close to a girl what little confidence and self esteem I had gets ripped the fuck away from me

I was finally able to take a good picture of myself (i think). on another note i was finally able to talk to a girl i really like, and if i had managed to stick my foot anyfarther into my mouth it would have come out my ass. but she wants to be friends, so im happy with that for now.

I see all of these pretty girls around and i am always too scared of rejection to talk to them. i feal so alone, i havent been on a date in over 6 months, wtf is wrong with me why cant i just talk to people. the only place i can open up is on the internet, then i look like super nerd and no...
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do girls actually like guys with reall short hair, buzz cuts or what the fuck ever they are called because i think they look like shit, i like to have hair.

also i finally received the best book ever today, "the complete poems of stephen crain" i would advise anyone who likes dark poems to buy it.

well i just joined myspace, somethign i said i would never do, anyway, BE MY FRIEND

wow my space is like crack, ive spent the last half hour inviting people to be my friend

UPDATE: well i just started wrtitng and have the first page and last line, i just gotta figure out where im gonna go from there now, but im still open to suggestions (yes i do everything bass ackwards, i wrote the last line first).

I feal like writing a story for some reason, someone give me a topic and a simple outline, because i never...
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I just cooked a steak with this liquid smoke crap, and i got it all over me so now i smell like a giant smoked steak and the smell won't come off.

im really starting to hate my life and job, i work with a dumb ass who thinks he is king of the world because daddy used to own the company and his name is still on the sign. im really getting sick of him. Some days i feal like getting in my car and just driving to some place to just start over, someone where...
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Crap i just dropped a guitar pic and cant find it.... anyway i finally caught up with my frined that works at the mall, i hardly knew him, he looks so different. i also found out that some of my other old friend work up there too, so i guess i actually have to go there now to see them. its good seeing old friends...
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