boundcreature

i'm in a weird mood.

i just want to get married and draw and design shit until i die.

i need to get back to the martial arts.

i really need to dance. good thing its wednesday. so far, dancing and walking is the only exercise i've gotten this month.

it's fuckin' clownshoes.

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sid:

she's not mad at you... just a little hurt by what went on. both of you need to appologize to eachother. I think she'd feel better knowing that she's leaving with a mended friendship between you two rather than a broken one.

Aug 12, 2004

gasmaskboy:

No worries buddy, all is cool.

Hope to run into ya soon.

Aug 12, 2004

the world has been turned upside down.

i am protesting.

go here. do as i command.

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felicia_____:

This is all very confusing

Aug 11, 2004

7deuce:

i don't think this is going the way you had planned

Aug 11, 2004

i need some kind of manual to deal with the opposite sex. really, i'm not cutting it right now.

seriously.

i don't have any idea what i'm doing.

i'm too fucking self-absorbed to talk with a shy person. i really wish i could ask her questions, but i don't have any, i don't really want to know anything. whenever she has something to say, i...
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friedbanana:

I ask too many questions all the time. I still fail half the time. Oh well...they're a mystery alright.

Aug 11, 2004

m_bethany:

I want to be kissed too.

Last night I had the priviledge of sleeping at my Prince Charming's house in Brentwood (nice part of LA, really nice). Beautiful. Got to be kissed and all the rest of the menu... but it was not quite where it should be.

It felt off. And that is why I need to fall in love, head over heels.

Why don't you move out to California to live with me? We could quell our churning brains bombared by waves of thought.

yep, I rock sometimes. You rock all the time.
~ the angel*

Aug 11, 2004

look at me, i double-posted! dumb-ass.

i think NOVELTY by joy division may be one of the best songs i have ever heard in my life.

right now i feel like everything in the whole world is okay. i don't want to leave my room ever again. i want to sit in front of the fan and listen to joy division and cry. i am not even sad. i am really,...
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m_bethany:

tee tee hee

we call that persistance.
I am notorious for it, my last 3 boyfriends have been because of it. I am a fighter too but I do not view it as a fault.

unless that is what is keeping this feeling of a hole in my stomach around.

I want to be in love too, I feel you.
~ the angel*

Aug 10, 2004

finch:

i can, though. and i will when i come up with something.

Aug 10, 2004

there is a song by alice in chains called "rain when i die." it is one of my all time favorite songs on one of my all time favorite albums (DIRT). i think DIRT is such the grunge album. it feels dirty and unclean. i think it truly defines that era of music. i find it very disconcerting that alice in chains inspired a great...
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friedbanana:

AIC was my world in high school. I loved that band.

Aug 9, 2004

felicia_____:

Thank you

I've been listening to Dirt in my car recently, actually. Good Boston driving music.

Aug 9, 2004

right now i am scared.

i have not been scared in a long time.

something that i have been working towards for over seven months is about to crumble to pieces. i do not want it to crumble to pieces, but i have no choice in the matter. if my client doesn't pony-up the money i need to live on to finish this project, i...
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jamielee:

I'm glad that you are feeling better. I think I'm feeling better too. So that's good.

Aug 7, 2004

popetom:

Yea, there are plenty of people I've seen over and over agin for years I have never met. Rarely go out of my way to introduce myself. The networking thing does it well enough for me.

As for Harvard, I'm a slightly weird hours computer operator. It pays well, has net access, and there is a minium of work. So over all a good job.

-PT

Aug 7, 2004

for this journal entry i'm gonna need you guys to imagine me shirtless and angry, pounding the keyboard with rage and muttering under my breath like homer simpson.

I am pissed off today. Mega-super-ultra pissed off. I should be really happy, underneath all of the angry, I am feeling very giddy and bouncy.

Points of anger:

My client, the one I am building this god-forsaken...
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seantastic:

I have a pantalone book. It's a little project of mine. Sounded like a hell of a time!

Aug 3, 2004

seantastic:

Your right. I have a book of pickles but that one is emarrasing to speak of.

Aug 3, 2004

the date went very, very well.

did anyone accidentally take my keys with them when they left this morning?

***

so how about my roommate comes in and asks to borrow a glue stick (a common occurence among graphic designer roommates) and i go to get him one, only to find that my keys are sitting in the empty soup can that i keep my...
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2coolforschool:

GET SOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man I hate it when I put my keys in the glue stick can. That shit always happens to me

Aug 2, 2004

2coolforschool:

The Swarm is my friends roller hockey team. I used to be the captain, but then retired to a life of drinking and trying to score with girls. Now my brother is the captain and many friends still play for the team, so I try to support my old team whenever possible. They have always been one of the tougher teams in the league so theres always a good chance of a fight breaking out. Nothing better than hockey and hockey fights

Aug 2, 2004

i don't have the time or energy this weekend to do much in the way of updating. i'm trying to settle some major issues with the website project i'm involved in, plan the slumber party, and hang out with my friend who is in for the weekend.

i have a date with the dancing girl for sunday night, movies and smoothies.

maybe sunday night or...
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belllla:

Movies and Smoothies might be the best date idea EVER.

Aug 1, 2004

friedbanana:

Good luck with work and Dancing Girl!

Aug 1, 2004

victory.

after the five week conquest, i walk away with the email address of The Dancing Girl and a verbal confirmation to do something with her in a non-goth club setting at a specified date.

she offered a psychobilly show in worcester for tomorrow night, but i'm going to see FREEZEPOP with the pants already. and if he wasn't coming in from emptyland (western mass)...
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jamielee:

Only about a day now!

Jul 29, 2004

mydogfarted:

Just make sure to wear the coffee can with spoon and fork so you can see your future with her!

Jul 30, 2004

feels late tonight, i'm sleepy as all hell. i felt soft and sexy today. i did some push-ups and crunches before my shower (the usual routine) and threw on the usual tight-ass pants and soft vintage-style exploited tee. a pretty standard routine, but for some reason it made me feel excellent today. i blame FREEZEPOP and JOY DIVISION and ECHO AND THE BUNNYMEN, today's soundtrack....
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