bloody_freak

I have come to the understanding of the futility of existing on this fucking ball of dirt and water. If all I can do is fail, why continue to fuck up repeatedly? my cell is always open, lets hope you're not too late. the clock is ticking, lets see how long i can hold off the poison..
goodnight.. goodnight my love, my friend, goodnight whoever...
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latchbeam:

You need to listen to some good music and chill out. Relax! Do something that makes you happy, other than drugs. Drugs are an easy way out. Not that I never smoke the occasional J. Short term solutions have never solved long term problems. By the way, you are a very talented writer.

Jul 15, 2004

yungeinstein:

Yes. You're right on many levels. We ARE all fucked. But amidst all the fucked up bullshit that happens, there is the simple pleasure of randomness that makes us humans actually human. The world is a fucked up place, but it is also full of unfathomable beauty. The world is a fucked up place, but it is also full of inconceivable horror. It's the dichotomy of life that is the really amazing part. I love the fact that the world is fucked up. It would be inanely dull otherwise.

While I realize that this post is about 3 months late, I hope things have gotten better for you. Take it from me, don't keep things bottled up inside. It's better to talk them through then quietly churn things in your head.

Aug 23, 2004

well yeah so i'm here with my katana so i'm happy..... i'm so lonely its saddening to all who i know.. blah lemme die!! oh yeah i have another jouurnal yall can check too.. http://www.blurty.com/users/faggot_boy/

yea thats the site.. comment if you want.. insult me.. rape me.. i stopped caring..

kay:

Apr 23, 2004

Meh. so its 2 days after i got back from japan and i've got jet lag up the ass. lol jet lag sucks, but its fun. I'm relieved to find out my girlfriend's biopsy went well, it takes a lot of stress out of my day knowing she's still cancer free and everything's alright. headaches suck and if ya wanna know more, call me or...
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bloody_freak:

aww yay klaire, you win.. umm.. a hug wen you get back to the states ^_^

Apr 15, 2004

bullet_mckenzie:

sorry doll im so so busy with school and work. its wicked crazy... i havent had time to hang out with friends. i swear after next friday ill be good ill be not going to school and just working

Apr 16, 2004

Yeah so my lifes hell, I drop-kicked my teacher, and I'm feelin pretty spiffy. heh anyways Depression sux and i want my goddamn DXM.. i could use a line or 2 of coke, but thats a different story..

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bullet_mckenzie:

awww..... im going to miss ya when your gone.... i really am

Mar 29, 2004

bloody_freak:

i'll miss yall too.. no computers near me at all