SOOOO. I added some new pics. They're nothing spectacular, but I kinda like them. Besides, I was soooo bored and couldnt sleep. Oh well. I think I can sleep now, so imma give it a go
Alright. So I am getting tired of masturbating. Just thought you out to know. Anyway, I got asked out tonight..but I said no. Yes, I told him no. The poor soul was very brave, but thats about all I can give him. He just sends me nothing. I feel no attration to him at all. I wouldn't even one night stand him. Of course, I...
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societyspliers:
It sucks to be asked out by someone to whom you have no attraction. Especially when you're horny. I played Friday night and went out last night and got hit on Friday after the show and outright propositioned last night, but the Friday night girl, although she seems cool, is not someone I want to date or even boink, and theo one last night, though extremely sexy, was about as interesting as that guy on the "Dry Eyes" commercials that always plays the boring teacher.
So alone again.
So alone again.
Ok, so I need a photographer. I am trying to get a new photoset together and I need someone who is willing to take the time to do it for me. I am looking at either sunday, or any morning/afternoon next week. If anyone is interested, give me a holler!
Ohhh man. I just looked at Lynn (aka Volatie) 's page and she has pics of me on there...and my back tattoo. It is so fucking hot. Ignore the ones of my face, because I had just gotten off work and look like a moldy butthole....just look at the tattoo <3
Volatile
Volatile
Yeah, so after reading what everyone had to say about my last blog, I figure fuck it. Everyone is right. I have plenty of time to do anything I really want to. But thanks guys, you really pulled me out of the water and I feel great. I love you, Bitches
Everything is getting so old. Sex...sex mostly, actually. God. Im fucking 22 years old and already tired of sex??? Thats never good. You know...I dont think that its sex that im tired of. I think that its sex that leads to nothing that I am tired of. Though I have only had sex 3 times since I left Brandon, I dont like the feeling I...
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societyspliers:
I know that feeling all too well myself (it's not gender-specific in the least).
The tired-of-sex feeling will pass - it's just a normal mind/body neurochemical response to the negative emotions you feel after sex with nothing following. It has nothing to do with age. I'm a couple decades older than you and I still experience it from time to time - not as often now as I am less likely to have sex for sex's sake if I detect the slightest chance it'll leave me with those feelings. I do have an intermittent fuck-buddy and have had successful 'meaningless' sex, but you learn to be better at judging.
Lakme's right. You don't have to have sex just because there's an option at the moment. I'm far from being James Bond and even I have some choices to make as to whether or not to be with someone. YOu being a beautiful young woman, you'll have many more options than me, and yes, beautiful women will attract a lot of assholes, but also some nice guys, too. Don't give up. Just keep your eyes open and you'll learn to prejudge to spme extent when it's right.
And many of us hate ourselves at times; it's Nature's way of making us constantly take a self-inventory.
The tired-of-sex feeling will pass - it's just a normal mind/body neurochemical response to the negative emotions you feel after sex with nothing following. It has nothing to do with age. I'm a couple decades older than you and I still experience it from time to time - not as often now as I am less likely to have sex for sex's sake if I detect the slightest chance it'll leave me with those feelings. I do have an intermittent fuck-buddy and have had successful 'meaningless' sex, but you learn to be better at judging.
Lakme's right. You don't have to have sex just because there's an option at the moment. I'm far from being James Bond and even I have some choices to make as to whether or not to be with someone. YOu being a beautiful young woman, you'll have many more options than me, and yes, beautiful women will attract a lot of assholes, but also some nice guys, too. Don't give up. Just keep your eyes open and you'll learn to prejudge to spme extent when it's right.
And many of us hate ourselves at times; it's Nature's way of making us constantly take a self-inventory.
plungejose:
--or: life sucks sometimes; u just gotta smile, take a drag, and swing hard.
Wow did I ever get drunk last night. Its was good times with underage people that I love so dearly. God damn I need to get some friends my own age. Or at least old enough to buy thier own beer. Yeah, it doesnt bother me that much though.
Well, I think I might party like a rockstar tonight. I know a guy who knows...
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volatile:
I got drunk too! IN MY NEW APARTMENT! mauhaahahha you need to check it out!!
Feeling slightly better this time around. My sister got here tonight. Which means my nephew and brother in law are also here. Its cool., I love those cats. I do not love that they get my bed and i have to sleep on the fucking pull out. Oh well. Life is made of shit. Each day is decicive of whether it is runny and messy...
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societyspliers:
I love your cynical postings.
I'm tired now - rehearsed night before last with the band, and then lastnight played a solo gig - did some old Hank Williams Sr. stuff and some old folks there approached me and it loookslike I'll be playing a Clubhouse in a private retirement community/subdivision for more money than I usually get for playing. Have to brush up on a lot of old standards, I guess, and learn to refrain from overtly lewd and lascivious comments and material.
Damn it.
I'm tired now - rehearsed night before last with the band, and then lastnight played a solo gig - did some old Hank Williams Sr. stuff and some old folks there approached me and it loookslike I'll be playing a Clubhouse in a private retirement community/subdivision for more money than I usually get for playing. Have to brush up on a lot of old standards, I guess, and learn to refrain from overtly lewd and lascivious comments and material.
Damn it.
I've been feeling pretty craptastic recently. I dont really know why. Actually, I do. But I dont want to get into it all right now. Its depressing and the last thing I need is to go slit my wrists because i cant let it go. Ok, so if thats the case, I guess I should stop now. Later. 
societyspliers:
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Sweeetie, I really hope you start to feel better. Very sad words - might be good for a song, but not for you to feel.
feel better.
Sweeetie, I really hope you start to feel better. Very sad words - might be good for a song, but not for you to feel.
feel better.