Feeling slightly better this time around. My sister got here tonight. Which means my nephew and brother in law are also here. Its cool., I love those cats. I do not love that they get my bed and i have to sleep on the fucking pull out. Oh well. Life is made of shit. Each day is decicive of whether it is runny and messy or smooth and quick. Wow...what an analogy.
Anyway. I might be mis-reading things, but I think someone at work might have a thing for me. A closet thing, of course....but in my debate of whether I was going to hang out after work or go home and shower, he was pretty adamant about me taking a shower at his place. And then he called me and told me the offer still stood if I wanted to take him up on it. I will not mention names due only to the fact that one of my co-workers is on SG and I dont want something that could be a misinterpritation turned into a nasty rumor...Though, I dont thing that my SG co worker buddy would ever start anything...I am just sticking to the safe side for this one.
I drank one beer tonight and ate too much and now I feel like I might vomit. Either that or I want a fucking brownie really bad. I can never really tell in these situations. I know, I will eat the brownie and then puke it up. Another problem solved by bullimia! Hooray for eating disorders.
Ok, I guess I should go now...I am running out of synical things to say, so I guess I will just say goodnight <3
Anyway. I might be mis-reading things, but I think someone at work might have a thing for me. A closet thing, of course....but in my debate of whether I was going to hang out after work or go home and shower, he was pretty adamant about me taking a shower at his place. And then he called me and told me the offer still stood if I wanted to take him up on it. I will not mention names due only to the fact that one of my co-workers is on SG and I dont want something that could be a misinterpritation turned into a nasty rumor...Though, I dont thing that my SG co worker buddy would ever start anything...I am just sticking to the safe side for this one.
I drank one beer tonight and ate too much and now I feel like I might vomit. Either that or I want a fucking brownie really bad. I can never really tell in these situations. I know, I will eat the brownie and then puke it up. Another problem solved by bullimia! Hooray for eating disorders.
Ok, I guess I should go now...I am running out of synical things to say, so I guess I will just say goodnight <3

I'm tired now - rehearsed night before last with the band, and then lastnight played a solo gig - did some old Hank Williams Sr. stuff and some old folks there approached me and it loookslike I'll be playing a Clubhouse in a private retirement community/subdivision for more money than I usually get for playing. Have to brush up on a lot of old standards, I guess, and learn to refrain from overtly lewd and lascivious comments and material.
Damn it.