I did not comment back to anyone (I don't think) about comments on my last post. As you may or may not remember, I wasn't asking for help, I was just curious.
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What's really on my mind lately, at this very moment: Should I or should I not move to North Carolina?
It's becoming a truly difficult decision with all the odds stacked against...
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What's really on my mind lately, at this very moment: Should I or should I not move to North Carolina?
It's becoming a truly difficult decision with all the odds stacked against...
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Leave me your thoughts on monogamy. It won't help me with mine, but I'm curious. Do you think it's dead, dying? Will it ever? Does anyone care anymore, or is this just a request we serve to keep our lovers happy?
And at the request of dagan:
Answer: It was that little one-eyed bitch!
And at the request of dagan:
Answer: It was that little one-eyed bitch!
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fiesty:
Here is my random image for the day
Here is my random image for the day
benni:
remember that time i effed your dad...? and then killed your mom? yeah. that had nothing to do with monogamy at all... i mean... i'm not sure what it means exactly, but i dont think it's that... 
Fuck. This has just become a very strange day.
Months and months ago, I don't specifically remember when, a UND student named Dru Sjodin went missing, presumably kidnapped. You probably heard about it, you may not have payed attention, or you may've felt it very deeply.
She was presumed dead by most. The man who they presumed kidnapped her was living in my hometown, so...
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Months and months ago, I don't specifically remember when, a UND student named Dru Sjodin went missing, presumably kidnapped. You probably heard about it, you may not have payed attention, or you may've felt it very deeply.
She was presumed dead by most. The man who they presumed kidnapped her was living in my hometown, so...
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niobe:
That is very odd.
benni:
who likes you? i like you! you can ask my friend mark if you dont believe me... 
A poem:
I see the girl,
Cross-walking down
a slanted street.
Watching out for parked cars
Running into park benches:
mysteriously placed on the median.
My m(eYe)nd masturbates the thought
of owning a place on one of those benches
and her:
in all her glorious stupor, stumble-
banging into it, falling face first
into my lap.
but,
My thoughts go limp when she picks herself...
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I see the girl,
Cross-walking down
a slanted street.
Watching out for parked cars
Running into park benches:
mysteriously placed on the median.
My m(eYe)nd masturbates the thought
of owning a place on one of those benches
and her:
in all her glorious stupor, stumble-
banging into it, falling face first
into my lap.
but,
My thoughts go limp when she picks herself...
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thejuanupsman:
that she is, beautiful, smart, sexy, funny. pretty much damn near perfect. Damn fine hugs too.
thejuanupsman:
nice poem, I have been writing a lot of bad depressing Haiku's lately, and so far have resisted the impulse to post them, like everything else they remind me of people who are gone but never forgotten
So:
All my best journal entries start with that...so...
I saw Benni dance tonight. I watched the room stop when she walked out on stage. That generally is the reaction when you see a woman who's ten feet tall.
She took my strip-club virginity in fact. Which is kinda bad, cause it can't really go up-hill from here.
And now I wish I was a...
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All my best journal entries start with that...so...
I saw Benni dance tonight. I watched the room stop when she walked out on stage. That generally is the reaction when you see a woman who's ten feet tall.
She took my strip-club virginity in fact. Which is kinda bad, cause it can't really go up-hill from here.
And now I wish I was a...
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eternalkrista:
i am soooo jealous!!
thejuanupsman:
Ahh i know exactly how lucky you are. seeing benni in person is an amazing thing.
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niobe:
Okay you can be Barney can I be Baby Bop, sad that I know more characters. 
eternalkrista:
ive got to da da runaway ive got to da da get away from the pain you drive into the heart of me.
Last night I was going to do a new journal entry, to the tune of why internet people are so great. I couldn't however, the site was down for maintenance, no one was here.
What was my reason for thinking internet people are great, well, I was gonna say that it's because you're always here. Hm...?
Things will even out for you. Yes, you, the...
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What was my reason for thinking internet people are great, well, I was gonna say that it's because you're always here. Hm...?
Things will even out for you. Yes, you, the...
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judas:
having spader break my heart would be absolutely delicious. there is no question of that. you're right, b3, you're right.
dagan:
Hey what's up??? Been job huntin' I suppose...
You goin' to grumpy's tonight? I'm thinkin' about it...but who knows...
Did you say you moved already or are going to move? I have short term memory issues...
It smells like cinnamon here...wonder why?
You goin' to grumpy's tonight? I'm thinkin' about it...but who knows...
Did you say you moved already or are going to move? I have short term memory issues...
It smells like cinnamon here...wonder why?
How many boards would the Mongole's hoard if the Mongole hordes got bored?
...been trying to find an answer to that for a long time, one of my favorite Calvin and Hobbes quotes.
...been trying to find an answer to that for a long time, one of my favorite Calvin and Hobbes quotes.
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benni:
awww... i remember that...
sexykitten:
Hi hunny,
Well if I'm forever gonna be your pussy I need to find a nick name for you so when I find it I'll let you know but till then you can be the keeper of this "pussy"
sexykittenAKA PUSSY
Well if I'm forever gonna be your pussy I need to find a nick name for you so when I find it I'll let you know but till then you can be the keeper of this "pussy"
sexykittenAKA PUSSY
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cassiopeia:
You met her???? Where? When? DETAILS!
(God... I'm so mad at you right now )
(God... I'm so mad at you right now
)
mnprogrock:
no shit...soh..any advice?
Kyle
Kyle
So, suggestions for downtime include but are not limited to:
1) profuse masturbation.
2) doing art projects that I've been putting off.
3) cleaning (and I mean fucking CLEANING) my apartment.
4) become an alcoholic.
5) actually use this time to GET a job.
6) fix myself with used car parts.
7) start writing again.
8) concieve a personal meaning for what it is to...
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1) profuse masturbation.
2) doing art projects that I've been putting off.
3) cleaning (and I mean fucking CLEANING) my apartment.
4) become an alcoholic.
5) actually use this time to GET a job.
6) fix myself with used car parts.
7) start writing again.
8) concieve a personal meaning for what it is to...
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dagan:
does it have something to do with the coolest suicide girl ever?
dagan:
...mmm...
I got called a fag today. And a hippie. Both during the last shift at my job.
People can be really lovely sometimes.
...ah, but the world is my oyster right? And opportunities are endless? Wonderful. Bake me a fucking cake.
People can be really lovely sometimes.
...ah, but the world is my oyster right? And opportunities are endless? Wonderful. Bake me a fucking cake.
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c456:
did you kick me out as your friend?
thats not what i intended
just the "marriage do my laundry thing" was wierd
thats not what i intended
just the "marriage do my laundry thing" was wierd
mnprogrock:
that's really small minded of people, but I suppose they are humans so how much can you expect?..I guess it depends on whether or not you care what people think, or how much you care and if you care what certain people think.
You don't seem like that from my perception anyway
Kyle
You don't seem like that from my perception anyway
Kyle
so, this dream I had was a little too weird to let go...so why not post it for the world to see? or so goes my rationale...
...I was in a cave. and it was dark (usually is), and I was speaking with a friend about the thing that was coming for me. I don't know what it was. I never saw it, but had...
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...I was in a cave. and it was dark (usually is), and I was speaking with a friend about the thing that was coming for me. I don't know what it was. I never saw it, but had...
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judas:
your commentary is appreciated.
dagan:
yeah...trouble...eventually
suppose i should update me journal... but aside from the painful burning in my....
arm... (pervert!)... i have to go get this shit wrapped. all full of blood blisters... bet i'll find you later...