First off, I don't want a job. I mean, I certainly do, but I want it on my terms. (Nothing new here folks, same story we all have...) I would love to be a professional Benni watcher. Example:
...waitress walks up:
"Excuse me, sir. Would you like a drink?" She inquires.
"No thank you, it would interfere." I reply.
A quizzical look flashes over her...
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...waitress walks up:
"Excuse me, sir. Would you like a drink?" She inquires.
"No thank you, it would interfere." I reply.
A quizzical look flashes over her...
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mmm... music...
So, from consensus around here, no one gives a shit or two about Velvet Revolver. But, last night I was at their show at the Quest, and they fucking rocked the place.
Understand, above and beyond all else, that I am a skinny pale dude. I smoke too much, and I get this weird throat thing when I go to shows... it may...
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So, from consensus around here, no one gives a shit or two about Velvet Revolver. But, last night I was at their show at the Quest, and they fucking rocked the place.
Understand, above and beyond all else, that I am a skinny pale dude. I smoke too much, and I get this weird throat thing when I go to shows... it may...
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judas:
no camper, babe. i got my first kiss in a pop up camper, but i am not in possession of one. there's no way i can make the journey to sgafterprom anyway. goth boy's show friday, legendary pink dots show sunday, and no time for anything but work in between. i am drowning in debt and need to make the most of my waitressing...
samanthakayne:
hey hey, kiddo! sorry i missed you last night on messenger 
sounds like a good show - wanna refer me to where i can give 'em a listen?
sounds like a good show - wanna refer me to where i can give 'em a listen?
This is the point in my day where I get a Starbucks injection. Directly after this journal entry that's where I'll be headed.
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A few of you asked me how my interview went. It went well, or so it seemed. For the most part neither of the people who interviewed me let on anything at all. However, their eyes got really big a couple...
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A few of you asked me how my interview went. It went well, or so it seemed. For the most part neither of the people who interviewed me let on anything at all. However, their eyes got really big a couple...
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benni:
fucking A right. you bastard.
cassiopeia:
I hope you get that job. So it's something to do with photography. I think you omited that last time we talked.
I'm glad I'm not a burden. I feel that way sometimes. I was going to call you the other day because I had no one else to talk to but because I feared pestering you I didn't. Plus, I sound weird on the phone. I'd scare you.
I'm glad I'm not a burden. I feel that way sometimes. I was going to call you the other day because I had no one else to talk to but because I feared pestering you I didn't. Plus, I sound weird on the phone. I'd scare you.
What a jem of a night this has been. This may very well be the last time I do the decent citizen shtick. Crimes I witness from here on out go unreported.
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George Orwell stated that 2+2 can easily equal 5. All you have to do is believe it. It was this train of thought which he believed would enslave people through governmental control...
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George Orwell stated that 2+2 can easily equal 5. All you have to do is believe it. It was this train of thought which he believed would enslave people through governmental control...
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contrast:
so how'd the jorb interview go?
I have returned.
Thank you all for being yourselves.
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Well, my home-town sucked. Graduation reception, while kind of nice, had it's extreme weirdness mixed in. It had to.
This guy Chuck, a local sheriff in attendence shook my hand as he was leaving. He squeezed so fucking hard that it was digging the ring on my pinky into my ring finger and I thought...
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Thank you all for being yourselves.
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Well, my home-town sucked. Graduation reception, while kind of nice, had it's extreme weirdness mixed in. It had to.
This guy Chuck, a local sheriff in attendence shook my hand as he was leaving. He squeezed so fucking hard that it was digging the ring on my pinky into my ring finger and I thought...
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styphilis:
thanks for the happy birthday.
small tits need support, too. maybe try one of those training bras in the little people section. they come in pretty colors now. some of them even have padding so ten year old children can look 16 in their sassy halter tops and mini skirts.
what?
she can't go out looking like that!
give the girl some lucite stilettos!!
small tits need support, too. maybe try one of those training bras in the little people section. they come in pretty colors now. some of them even have padding so ten year old children can look 16 in their sassy halter tops and mini skirts.
what?
she can't go out looking like that!
give the girl some lucite stilettos!!
frankmask:
Hmm. This does have all the makings of the resistence. Fine, if that's the card you chose to draw, so be it!
Once again:
So...
By the time you read this I'll be either leaving here, on my way there, or arriving. Not any place I want to be. Just not here. And I'll be gone for a while. I need some love right now.
And I want to make this journal entry worth it for you. I want you to understand that I think being here...
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So...
By the time you read this I'll be either leaving here, on my way there, or arriving. Not any place I want to be. Just not here. And I'll be gone for a while. I need some love right now.
And I want to make this journal entry worth it for you. I want you to understand that I think being here...
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cassiopeia:
You're going to come back and shit yourself when you see you have 6(+) pages worth of comments. I know I would. Speaking of you coming back... when are you? I miss you....
charitee:
Hi yourself!
I had not considered it actually, and I'm off to bed down for the night, but I'll certainly look into tomorrow. Thanks for the note.
-Char
I had not considered it actually, and I'm off to bed down for the night, but I'll certainly look into tomorrow. Thanks for the note.
-Char
Can I borrow your car? Mine smells bad.
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I'm starting to develop "feelings" for the world outside my apartment, but at the moment it's still just a fantasy. One day I will miss it just enough to venture into unknown territory.
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Several million years ago I would fancy myself some kind of writer. I've been trying that out more lately. Some successes, some...
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I'm starting to develop "feelings" for the world outside my apartment, but at the moment it's still just a fantasy. One day I will miss it just enough to venture into unknown territory.
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Several million years ago I would fancy myself some kind of writer. I've been trying that out more lately. Some successes, some...
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mnprogrock:
hey man thanks. Goodluck with your interviews.
I guess if you are ever wondering about me you could always read about me here:
Soundscapemn.
Too bad you didn't make the Floyd show, hopefully another time. I honestly dunno how many events that the SGTC group ever does that are not involving alcohol. I mean granted, I understand a lot of people like going to bars and drinking, but most of the time, unless it involves a band or some kind of food I like, they are not my thing. But maybe the group will do more of those kind of events in the future.
Kyle
[Edited on May 03, 2004 11:18PM]
I guess if you are ever wondering about me you could always read about me here:
Soundscapemn.
Too bad you didn't make the Floyd show, hopefully another time. I honestly dunno how many events that the SGTC group ever does that are not involving alcohol. I mean granted, I understand a lot of people like going to bars and drinking, but most of the time, unless it involves a band or some kind of food I like, they are not my thing. But maybe the group will do more of those kind of events in the future.
Kyle
[Edited on May 03, 2004 11:18PM]
cassiopeia:
My car smells really funny as well. It's been like that for so long that everyone else can smell it except me. I'm used to it.
If you're going to move I think you should do so in the opposite direction of the Carolinas (which would be California). Just a suggestion.
Hey. Did you know that you are my favorite person on my friend list? Some of it is because of your writing. I love it. I think that you could make a difference with that gift.
Job interviews? blah. I don't know. *skip*
.... oh... you have a new profile pic. hehe. I like it!
[Edited on May 04, 2004 9:05AM]
If you're going to move I think you should do so in the opposite direction of the Carolinas (which would be California). Just a suggestion.
Hey. Did you know that you are my favorite person on my friend list? Some of it is because of your writing. I love it. I think that you could make a difference with that gift.
Job interviews? blah. I don't know. *skip*
.... oh... you have a new profile pic. hehe. I like it!
[Edited on May 04, 2004 9:05AM]
Boomerangs are funny instruments. They, unlike things in our lives, come back to us sure-fire. No, I'm not actually sad about anything on this one. Just making an observation. The observation is really that the boomerang doesn't out and out change form when it gets back to us. Unlike karma.
On a side note, these journals are quite similar to boomerangs. But they're sort of...
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moniker42:
b-u-r-r-o-u-g-h-s
c456:
yep
that was perfection!!
that was perfection!!
Well, I've completely run out of goodies and I have no flour, so my plans to lure German children into my house are going to fail miserably. Fuck.
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There's that saying about learning something everyday. You know the one, I've mentioned it before. Just wanted to let you know that you'll probably forget whatever it was that you learned that...
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There's that saying about learning something everyday. You know the one, I've mentioned it before. Just wanted to let you know that you'll probably forget whatever it was that you learned that...
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skylar:
my favorite state is Minnesota..the accent gets me everytime
skylar:
hahaha..that's awesome..
The doctors were wrong.
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These journals as of late make me sound like a total fucking pissant. Yet they speak true. Yes, true they speak indeed.
You know how they say that you learn something everyday? Well, I didn't learn a single fucking thing today. That seems worth noting.
I have a confession: I've never been fully honest with a single person in my...
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These journals as of late make me sound like a total fucking pissant. Yet they speak true. Yes, true they speak indeed.
You know how they say that you learn something everyday? Well, I didn't learn a single fucking thing today. That seems worth noting.
I have a confession: I've never been fully honest with a single person in my...
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thejuanupsman:
hey that would be cool. it seems like you and I have pretty similar movie tastes too, that is what i miss most is that I knew that there would be people around who would want to see the same movies I do. So where was ghost in the shell at? Uptown?
sgmonotony:
hey Billy dont sweat the honesty thing.
There is no absolutes, everything is a matter of perception.
Remember your honesty is another person's unreality sometimes. Honesty is a relative principle, because you are making that decision for yourself. Dont sweat it big guy, just try your best .
There is no absolutes, everything is a matter of perception.
Remember your honesty is another person's unreality sometimes. Honesty is a relative principle, because you are making that decision for yourself. Dont sweat it big guy, just try your best .
Today kind of worked out, in the end.
I sort-of realized that I am an unhappy person. Just generally. I looked at my day on paper (so to speak) and it was a wonderful day. But why I wasn't feeling it was odd to me...all signs pointed to What the Fuck???
I'm doing much better now. My car is fixed. I got a call for...
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I sort-of realized that I am an unhappy person. Just generally. I looked at my day on paper (so to speak) and it was a wonderful day. But why I wasn't feeling it was odd to me...all signs pointed to What the Fuck???
I'm doing much better now. My car is fixed. I got a call for...
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1aura1:
glad to hear things worked out in the end and yes there's supposed to be a new season of family guy coming up in 2005. 
fiesty:
ty ty darlin I am happy for me too yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!11 . Damn I am sprung on Sean's ass. He does have a mighty fine one mmmhmmmmm anyways huggss you tight I love ya you are a great friend!!! Thanks for always being there for me. I am here for you to I hope you always know that.
. Damn I am sprung on Sean's ass. He does have a mighty fine one mmmhmmmmm anyways huggss you tight I love ya you are a great friend!!! Thanks for always being there for me. I am here for you to I hope you always know that.Got a bunch of kick ass Radiohead B-sides off my roomie's computer last night, some of these songs are blowing my fucking mind, it's incredible. Specifically, a little song called Pearly*.
Yes, there's actually an asterisk in the name of the song.
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I've gotten drunk off The Family Guy. What a fucking show! I have a lot of catching up to do apparently.
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Yes, there's actually an asterisk in the name of the song.
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I've gotten drunk off The Family Guy. What a fucking show! I have a lot of catching up to do apparently.
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1aura1:
family guy rocks did you here there's supposed to be a new season (on fox I think) next year
thejuanupsman:
Yeah I have been listening to a lot of Radiohead a lot lately myself. And I love family guy one of the few things that can make me laugh anymore. Anyway the bunker Idea doesn't sound half bad right now. Think we can get Benni to go with us?
I've missed you...Sorry I have been outta touch it seems as soon as I quit my job for the most part I'm busier than ever...
The clothes making thing has just gone outta controll and then doing hair twice a week it nutz but its worth it in the end...
To tell ya the truth you dont want a job hell look at me my jobs are on my terms but they still drive me CRAZY!!!!
Love ya hun,
Kitten