last night, i had a visit.
in my wretched, weakened state, i didn't know what it was...
and then i turned, and so did my stomach...
anticipation was dawning over me...
i looked up, and i saw her............
the faerie god-mother of shitty minneapolis bar restrooms!
(LLLLAAAHHH! [not screaming, that's angels singing])
i knelt in her presence and paid homage.
and it was beautiful.
thanks...
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in my wretched, weakened state, i didn't know what it was...
and then i turned, and so did my stomach...
anticipation was dawning over me...
i looked up, and i saw her............
the faerie god-mother of shitty minneapolis bar restrooms!
(LLLLAAAHHH! [not screaming, that's angels singing])
i knelt in her presence and paid homage.
and it was beautiful.
thanks...
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charlatan:
drinks this week?
yuriel:
glad you had fun
Hey!
Fucker!
I miss you. Like a madman.
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Don't use the railing. I accidentally spit on it.
I apologize.
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A text message I sent earlier:
"haha... a baby crapped all over the floor of target on my break. everybody scrambled to clean it up. i wish i had the courage to do that."
(I was...
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Fucker!
I miss you. Like a madman.
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Don't use the railing. I accidentally spit on it.
I apologize.
* * * * *
A text message I sent earlier:
"haha... a baby crapped all over the floor of target on my break. everybody scrambled to clean it up. i wish i had the courage to do that."
(I was...
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aaardvark:
GET TO THE CHOPPA!!!!!!!!!
Cube, I love you. Thanks for not booted me off TC when I went grey for a bit
Cube, I love you. Thanks for not booted me off TC when I went grey for a bit
tenmile:
Jackson, nice meeting you last night--hopefully that BB shot did not push you into oblivion (you seemed to disappear at some point). I hosed up my knee in a fall olympics gold medal worthy fall on my walk home 
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HAHAHAHA...
oh my... little bit of a blast from the past just now.
it had to happen sometime. everything dies. even former fortune 500 companies.
about 9 months ago i found out through the only conference call i'd been a part of to that point in any job i'd ever had that i was being laid off. yesterday my boss informed me that there would...
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oh my... little bit of a blast from the past just now.
it had to happen sometime. everything dies. even former fortune 500 companies.
about 9 months ago i found out through the only conference call i'd been a part of to that point in any job i'd ever had that i was being laid off. yesterday my boss informed me that there would...
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_sarah_:
I wasn't mad or anything. I was just confused. 
No worries.
No worries.
rylie:
A.) online isn't a good way to talk, I'll try to talk to you sometime this week
B.) Yes, I am very overdramactic most of the time, for that I am sorry, and I don't like feeling like I'm in conflict with someone and so this is definitly my issue, not yours.
B.) Yes, I am very overdramactic most of the time, for that I am sorry, and I don't like feeling like I'm in conflict with someone and so this is definitly my issue, not yours.
bah.
seriously guys, i've been trying to think of something to say here for quite a while. really hard, and i'm coming up blank every...
single...
time.
sure there are things going on, but they are almost entirely pointless to talk about. would anyone be interested? sure, but it's not my place and i've promised myself that i'm not even going to be fuel for...
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seriously guys, i've been trying to think of something to say here for quite a while. really hard, and i'm coming up blank every...
single...
time.
sure there are things going on, but they are almost entirely pointless to talk about. would anyone be interested? sure, but it's not my place and i've promised myself that i'm not even going to be fuel for...
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benni:
even if you were acting in their interest, your actions werent necessarily the correct ones.
but that doesnt make you wrong. the intentions were good, and thats easy enough to see.
everythings okay, at least it seems that way to me....
but that doesnt make you wrong. the intentions were good, and thats easy enough to see.
everythings okay, at least it seems that way to me....
benni:
that made no sense. remind me not to ccomment at four forty in the morning.
yep. that's me.
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contrast:
i say we blow the building up.
scoots:
i already knew you were a pussy.
everything i've ever needed to say about my most current situation...
everything i felt was necessary to get off my chest, was summed up in my last journal entry. everything i wish to have forgotten or put behind me about the important things transpiring was articulated with the last posted message.
as you'd see it now should you scoll it back is just as it...
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everything i felt was necessary to get off my chest, was summed up in my last journal entry. everything i wish to have forgotten or put behind me about the important things transpiring was articulated with the last posted message.
as you'd see it now should you scoll it back is just as it...
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drstinkypants:
love isnt shit in the real world.
at least, love isnt shit in my world.
words mostly take up space. when you need them, they either dont come, or dont mean what you want them to.
at least, love isnt shit in my world.
words mostly take up space. when you need them, they either dont come, or dont mean what you want them to.
suicidesmitty:
i don't like fat chicks.
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acidevangelist:
kiss your mom with that mouth?
tinyelvis:
Powerful!
last night i hit on my boyfriend a lot. like, tons.
not as much from him, but i faced rejection, but got back up on that crazy wobbly horse and did it again. maybe a little magic happened when i wasn't looking, but this was a good morning.
(do i put my arm over? do i stay to my side? why would i be here...
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not as much from him, but i faced rejection, but got back up on that crazy wobbly horse and did it again. maybe a little magic happened when i wasn't looking, but this was a good morning.
(do i put my arm over? do i stay to my side? why would i be here...
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runk:
Thanky for the birthday wishes! Mad props back atcha!
pixie_punch:
eh, yea i caught the aforementioned vibes... i was just confused as to why they were happening.
and! the more important question, did you score?!
and! the more important question, did you score?!
i've been in high spirits lately (or something)
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oh girl (*sigh* [envision a long rewarding exhale...]), i wanna take you to a gay bar.
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in the dream...
party is filled, brimming, people who at one time or another i've wanted very much to get to know, to understand. the heros of my everydays. i don't...
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oh girl (*sigh* [envision a long rewarding exhale...]), i wanna take you to a gay bar.
* * * * *
in the dream...
party is filled, brimming, people who at one time or another i've wanted very much to get to know, to understand. the heros of my everydays. i don't...
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pixie_punch:
man we were drizz-unk. i can't beleive you didn't stop rylie from walking home!
charlatan:
The deed is done. Last night was long. Introspective. Now I wait for her to let me file. She will. Probably tomorrow.
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judas:
now that's just sick, son.
nebel:
man, I missed out.
poetry (?) -
sometimes it sounds like crowing.
a vocal distinction, and very subtle, that was (at one time) someone on the verge of wishing themselves out of existance, but it's different now.
not like before, where that wistfullness was caught on the corners of vowel sounds, sometimes even as much as nonchalance. a soft voice, strained and low.
i caught that moment, i snagged...
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sometimes it sounds like crowing.
a vocal distinction, and very subtle, that was (at one time) someone on the verge of wishing themselves out of existance, but it's different now.
not like before, where that wistfullness was caught on the corners of vowel sounds, sometimes even as much as nonchalance. a soft voice, strained and low.
i caught that moment, i snagged...
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runk:
B3, you've seemed awfully unhappy lately. UOK?
st_eve_bc:
when are we making your movie
he floats, floats away...
(on the ground he comes back down)
she floats, floats away...
(on the ground she comes back down)
we float, float away...
on the ground, we come back down.
[but] that's not as big as what's flown 'round here.
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you "need to be patient."
you should "grow up abit," and "let...
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(on the ground he comes back down)
she floats, floats away...
(on the ground she comes back down)
we float, float away...
on the ground, we come back down.
[but] that's not as big as what's flown 'round here.
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you "need to be patient."
you should "grow up abit," and "let...
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contrast:
oh, i guess they are stock background patterns from somewhere. huh. i was all 
huh.
huh.
dyspnea:
of course i know what this is all about... or have a very good idea 