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Saturday Dec 24, 2011

Dec 24, 2011
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OK. Now maybe I am getting paranoid, but I turn on my computer after a few hours & my display is all FUBAR.

I wish I knew more about computers.

I really do not want to have to buy a new laptop.

WTF is wrong with this thing? Tried shutting down & restarting. Nothing. Tried running another virus scan.Nothing.
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beqa:
i think it is a loose screw. No fucking joke
Cuz when i press down on the loose panel the screen clears up.

Its funny. When I took the screen shot it looked fucked up, butnow i see its normal. LOL.

I feela lil returded. LOL

Xmas was...interesting. It was really cool being able to fall asleep with my cat purring against me again. Although I was awoken by same cat at 4am. He was chewing on the ribbons on the presents. I knew what was coming. HAck hack hack urp. Damn moron cat. And after he threw up. He went right back to chewing ribbon. WTF? If something makes me hurl, I don't fucking eat it again! Esp. right after. And then I spilled pink koolaid all over myself & the sofa. So I had to go change clothes (luckily I brought over dirty laundry & used his laundry facilities so I had nice warm clothes avail.

Used some towels to sop up the koolaid from the sofa as best I could & threw the wet clothes & towels & sheet in the washer. Fell back asleep. Heard Mr. Pukey cat down the hall. Didnt get up LOL. 8am on the friggin dot. Gracie walked into the living room & my mother walked in the door. tongue

My mother *almost* made it without a snide comment. I kept waiting & waiting & there it was. "Nice of you to return my call". I just looked at her & rolled my eyes. Nice try. I'm getting better at identifying & deflecting that shit now. I'm not the one in the wrong. I firmly believe it. When I needed her most she turned her back on me. If my father had a grave he would be rolling in it. He NEVER EVER woulda turned on me. I see her now for what she is. I would feel sorry for her, except she has been manipulating me & degrading me my whole life.

But whatever. She tried, didn't work. So then she tried the ol "your sister gives a damn" trick. Said my sister called last night cuz she was worried about mom spending xmas eve alone. Tough SHIT. I spent it alone too. BUT I CHOSE TO. I am sick of HAVING to spend time with her. Mighty fine my sister who lives on the other side of the fucking country is worried. She sees Mom maybe twice a year. I have to see her all the fucking time. Why? Cuz I stayed in this god forsaken place. Why? Cuz I was chicken shit. Why? Because my mom has been undermining my self worth and I have the confidence of a drunk gnat.

Ok sorry enough ranting.
Dec 25, 2011
horror_head:
Oh, that must've been troubling! Good thing it's fixed. Reminds me of the time I lost five pages of work, because my laptop display went kaput - squiggly lines everywhere - followed by rage. tongue Your mom sounds like my grandmother.
Dec 25, 2011

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