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SUPER HAPPY BUTT!!!

and Aunt Flo finally showed up. made 4 messy buttsex but my cramps are long gone now!

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beqa:
suispud1 you are my fav friend!
redd3vil:
whut i missed whats going down
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My friend Ethel wanted to come over Saturday cuz I haven't seen her in months.
She gets here & spends the entire evening txting guys & reading me their txts aloud. While I am totally supportive of her new freedom & single-hood, it is fucking rude. If you wanna spend time with me, spend time with me, not with your goddamn phone. And of course...
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beqa:
batsose - i figured it was a sweet gift but as we've been friends for 10 yrs & lovers since july...figured it can mean either friend or lover, so if shit goes south he can still wear it, cuz I will never ever stop being his friend. Actually one of the beefs he has is 99% of my close friends are men, and 90% of those men are former lovers. Bothers him, but I don't like burning bridges with people I like a lot but the "dating" bit just didnt work out (or it was more fwb than "love"). Very very few of my ex's I do not speak to & most of those I just lost touch with, but we were on friendly terms.

And as he is broke, I know what I REALLY want for xmas from him, and it won't cost him a dime. I want a weekend. A staycation weekend with him, where he sleeps here. Or hell even 1 night. I want to wake up with him. I want him for 24 hours str8. or more.

I wanna be able to watch some of the movies we keep talking about watching but never have time for. I want to be able to make love without feeling rushed. I don't want him watching the clock. I want his undivided attention.

argentwyrm:
Love V for Vendetta biggrin Have patience my friend, if he's the one, things will work out in time; and beautiful gift idea, by the waysmile
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batsose:
Okay, I don't know where this guy is from, but here on EARTH there is no 'too sleepy' for butt sex!!! I am just sayin'.. especially with a girl like you!
beqa:
Littlejohn22 I'm separated from my husband pending divorce. We are in same boat. Cept I was able to move out (I HAD to, I was quite literally dying). And after what happened Thursday eve, I have less fear than ever.

batsose its a 90 minute drive round trip for him to come see me. If he is sleepy I would rather not have him driving ya know?
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suispud1:
your butt should be a national treasure.
bbeckett69:
I don't think it is weird...i want it too!!! biggrinkiss
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i got some buttsex! i got some buttsex!!
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littlejohn22:
take care of that tear... but right on with the anal
beqa:
Tear is fine, but I'm still sore round the front.
He tried "fisting" me, well boy has big hands & his knuckles apparently bruised me a bit.
I was feeling no pain at the time wink but now...owie.
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I don't know how I can thank you all for the love you have all shown my set, and the wonderful comments. You have all boosted my spirits on an otherwise shitty fucking day.

I am so grateful for each & every one of you!
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el_diablo_blanco:
I don't get them all that much, so it's really a pain in the ass. I think if it's still sticking around tomorrow, I'm going to go to the clinic.
argentwyrm:
Uh oh, why shitty day?
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so i'm not quite sure but i think i got dumped.

and my set seems doomed to go no higher than79.

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beqa:
His argument is its unfair cuz I've had 3somes in the past with people I didn't care about, but I'm denying him the same benefits cuz I love him. Says its not much incentive to stay my bf if my former fwb got better perks.
korbin_armand:
lol really? thats his arguement? sounds like logic of a 3yo. Its not that you wont have 3some with him, your goal in those encounters was sex, here it is a relationship. Dudes gotta figure out that you cant have your cake and eat it too.
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So it turned out I spent evening with neither daughter, nor my guy. :-P

He called yesterday morning & said he would try to make it out, but no promises. So I waited around all day not hearing a damn thing,finally at 5:30pm I said Enough! Sent him a txt that I was going to a movie since I hadn't heard from him & would...
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littlejohn22:
this is one reason I do not get texting, I am of the generation I guess where I plan ahead and not on the fly...

planning on the fly leads to issues like this and I am trying to teach my kids that sometimes you might not be able to text to get info so plan ahead... Not sure they get it
beqa:
I try to plan ahead, but it always gets muddled closer to the date. Plus with the way things are now between us, we don't have the luxury of planning too far ahead.

I love txting but that is cuz I love instantaneous communication without being interrupted LOL.
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Anyone wanna come over & help me clean my pigsty? LOL

Seriously looking around & feeling ashamed that I am such a slob. I've really let things go. My pile of recycling is taking over my dinnette area. Granted its mostly empty cardboard boxes that need to be flattened rather than just tossed in a pile, so it looks worse than it is. The kitchen...
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hawksandherons:
I would totally trade cleaning favors for buttsex too wink

Seriously though, sometimes I just put on some porn and watch while cleaning house...
beqa:
hah no way that would work for me...ADD. easily distracted.
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Well FML. Don't think my daughter is gonna be spending the night here tomorrow as I have just discovered the reason I am so cold is my furnace has apparently decided to take a giant dump. I have no idea wtf is wrong with it. The pilot is still lit. Just won't "kick on".
I am fucking freezing & huddled under my down comforter.

I...
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hawksandherons:
When we were building my family's home years ago, my uncle put our furnace in upside-down. Surprisingly it worked for many years, just leaked a little bit. I always thought of furnaces as a big cranky monster slumbering in my basement. Good luck!
beqa:
well it appears my day has started off pretty....bleh

No heat except my lil ancient space heater (which I am reluctant to leave on for long as it is ancient & probably not super safe, but luckily since it is ancient it heats this place up in minutes).

Just got word from my guy that he is going to "try" to come over but can't promise anything frown

Debating whether to clean my pad now & call repair guy, or go see a movie by myself ( frown ) & clean up later. Was planning on going to movie tomorrow while my mom has my baby (pissed off at my mom, don't want to spend time with her) but thinking a better excuse would be waiting for a HVAC repairman...
I can go one more night without central heat. Woke up all warm & sweaty under my down comforter this morning. And I really wanna see Breaking Dawn 1 (FUCK YOU! DON'T JUDGE ME!).

Decisions....