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SO....
I'm BAAAAAAACK!
Miss me??

One more internet-less weekend! Monday can't come fast enough...well the being back online part anyway...

I miss ya'll.

Supposedly I should be back online Monday...

I miss my buddies & chat.

Maybe I will sneak over to RustBelt's office & sneak on chat tonight...

OK i really wanted to focus on unpacking but the lack of internet is driving me a lil batty.

Still recovering. Totally exhausted. Had no energy to do anything yesterday but I went to the old place & cleaned out the fridge & moved the perishables to the new place. Then the on/off came over & went to work setting up my bed, and moving the furniture around how I wanted it. It was sweet. He even hooked up all my electronics & stuff...
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So. I am moved in (don't have internet at the moment so I am having to update while at work eeek).

My ex-hubby helped. I was thankful for the help, but he was in prime jerk mode. Reminded me why I left LOL.

Now the process begins of unpacking, finding homes for everything & then going back to the old place & cleaning/painting, etc.

I...
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My friends all SUCK.

I am moving Sunday & everyone who said they would help, have all now backed out.

So I have furniture that requires 2 people & only myself to do it.

Anyone in NE Ohio wanna help a sister out???

Email me bredsuicide@gmail.com!!!

HELP!!!

So after my last blog my headache kicked it up a notch & I got all nauseous.

Headache is gone today, but still nauseous.

Made myself throw up just to get rid of that feeling even if only temporarily.

Stuff coming out is really bitter tasting...fucking nasty

trying to eat...wanna go home.

Got the electric scheduled to go on at the new place, saw my shrink & they are upping my dose of happy pills. Work really sucked ass today & I'm friggin tired & i have a fucking headache & G was throwing a temper tantrum..and i have to pack & i just wanna smoke a bowl jerk off & go to bed.

(found while cleaning/packing....pretty sure i wrote this last summer...bout August perhaps?)

"To hate you is to hate myself
Loving you allows me to love myself in a totally non-selfish way.
Life with its ups & downs
It is who is on the ride with you.
Partner in crime & voice of reason
There will never be a way to know for absolute that we would...
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So it is 10:35am & already I have made significant progress. A year's worth of recycling that had accumulated in my condo in an unused corner, broken down, bagged, about to take em to the bin...hope there is room!! Well what won't fit my ex husband offered to take for me (he has curb-side). Gonna go there anyway & see if he has any empty...
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Got my car back yesterday. Can barely smell the melted plastic smell...i think the detailers went a lil overboard with the Armor-all to cover it up. If the weather is nice this weekend I think i will febreeze it & open the windows up & let it air out in the sun. But really they did a really good job getting the smell out &...
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