So it is 10:35am & already I have made significant progress. A year's worth of recycling that had accumulated in my condo in an unused corner, broken down, bagged, about to take em to the bin...hope there is room!! Well what won't fit my ex husband offered to take for me (he has curb-side). Gonna go there anyway & see if he has any empty boxes I can borrow. I forgot to grab some at work (we have like a million at work).
Hard to pack without boxes dummy.
I have so much to do this week. Gotta get the electric turned on, pack pack pack.
I've been really good on cigarettes so far (1!)...but the day is still young...but I have already cut from 20+ a day to about 5-6 a day!! I want to be smoke free by Apr 1 so...I think I am making GOOD progress...I've been smoking for over 15 years. I'm tired of it. I don't want to have to stand outside in the fucking winter. I don't want to have to drive with the window down, and if i do, its to get fresh air, not burn a toxic weed in my mouth.
Most of all I don't want my daughter growing up thinking its cool cuz mommy does it. And of course it would make me less repellant to certain significant persons. I might end up still having A cigarette up til the deadline....harder to cut off completely when still in place of bad habits...no way i would light a cigarette in this new place, even on the balcony. Too nice. NO BAD HABITS. well...just the harmless ones LOL.
I'm feeling good lately...inside & out. Like I finally got my life back on the track...my string on the universe is untangling...ok enough with the analogies & back to work!!!
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Hard to pack without boxes dummy.
I have so much to do this week. Gotta get the electric turned on, pack pack pack.
I've been really good on cigarettes so far (1!)...but the day is still young...but I have already cut from 20+ a day to about 5-6 a day!! I want to be smoke free by Apr 1 so...I think I am making GOOD progress...I've been smoking for over 15 years. I'm tired of it. I don't want to have to stand outside in the fucking winter. I don't want to have to drive with the window down, and if i do, its to get fresh air, not burn a toxic weed in my mouth.
Most of all I don't want my daughter growing up thinking its cool cuz mommy does it. And of course it would make me less repellant to certain significant persons. I might end up still having A cigarette up til the deadline....harder to cut off completely when still in place of bad habits...no way i would light a cigarette in this new place, even on the balcony. Too nice. NO BAD HABITS. well...just the harmless ones LOL.
I'm feeling good lately...inside & out. Like I finally got my life back on the track...my string on the universe is untangling...ok enough with the analogies & back to work!!!
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78walk:
Glad to see your mood is buoyant. Best of luck with kicking the habit. 
blazing:
Atta girl :] always nice to clean all that shit out. I hate moving & packing booo haha. Congrats on the smoking :] you are doing quite well! It's a hard thing to quit!