Everything is just a blur lately.
Everyday I wake up later and later until I start waking up around 2pm. I try move my scheduale back each day and wake up earlier but it never works out that way. Ya know how a dancer will look at a single target as they spin around? They'll keep their head pointed at one target and then when their body spins around far enough they snap their head around and look at it again. That's kindo what I do to change my wschedule.
Once I get to wakin' up at 2pm I'll stay up all night and go to sleep around 3pm. Then I'll wake up at midnight and go in to work, come home and get to sleep at 6pm. Then I'll wake up at 3am and go to work and go to sleep at 9pm One I can do that I'll wake up at a normal hour like 6am and try and keep it that way. It'll last for a week to a month waking up when I'm supposed to, but eventually things keep moving back to where I'm wakin up in the afternoon after everyone at my work has gone home. But I at least have a few weeks where I'm in when I'm supposed to be.
It's just in the mean time when I'm wrapping my schedule around, that's like hell week in the navy seals training. During that time, well, during THIS time, I'm just a zombie and I'm extremely moody. I'll go from chipper as can be, jumpin n skippin around like a little boy, to as pissy and grumpy as a 70 year old constipated man.
It's unfortunate for those who have to work with me when I'm like this. Maybe someday I'll figure out how to fall asleep at a steady time. Until then I'll just be doin the Navy SEALs(R) HellWeek(tm) thing every two er three months.
Everyday I wake up later and later until I start waking up around 2pm. I try move my scheduale back each day and wake up earlier but it never works out that way. Ya know how a dancer will look at a single target as they spin around? They'll keep their head pointed at one target and then when their body spins around far enough they snap their head around and look at it again. That's kindo what I do to change my wschedule.
Once I get to wakin' up at 2pm I'll stay up all night and go to sleep around 3pm. Then I'll wake up at midnight and go in to work, come home and get to sleep at 6pm. Then I'll wake up at 3am and go to work and go to sleep at 9pm One I can do that I'll wake up at a normal hour like 6am and try and keep it that way. It'll last for a week to a month waking up when I'm supposed to, but eventually things keep moving back to where I'm wakin up in the afternoon after everyone at my work has gone home. But I at least have a few weeks where I'm in when I'm supposed to be.
It's just in the mean time when I'm wrapping my schedule around, that's like hell week in the navy seals training. During that time, well, during THIS time, I'm just a zombie and I'm extremely moody. I'll go from chipper as can be, jumpin n skippin around like a little boy, to as pissy and grumpy as a 70 year old constipated man.
It's unfortunate for those who have to work with me when I'm like this. Maybe someday I'll figure out how to fall asleep at a steady time. Until then I'll just be doin the Navy SEALs(R) HellWeek(tm) thing every two er three months.
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evilmre:
one of my best friends, and i havent seen her in almost a year!
lumiere:
i'm usually one that's sober and all my friends at bars are nearly alcoholics but that's okay...most of the time 
they are so good friends and so fun that i try to just keep up with them.
they are so good friends and so fun that i try to just keep up with them.