I once told someone that there was nothing they could say to me, if they were perfectly honest, that would make me dislike them, but if they lied to me about damn near anything I would be extremely upset. I guess I was wrong. When someone you care about says to you "I don't really give a fuck about you, but you're a great engineer and you're really good at solving problems so I want to be your friend." It's kindo upsetting. 
I rarely rarely ever talk. You could kindo say I have a speech impediment, but I CAN talk fine, I just choose to not. When I was younger if I would say anything I'd get in trouble in some way or another with someone around me. When I do talk, the only time people didn't tell me to shut the fuck up and call me some name or hit me er something, it usually has something to do with some sort of product development or something to do with some sort of newer advanced technology er math er whenever someone needed help solving some sort of an issue like that. My job is to design new things and solve problems. That, after all, is what designing a product is all about, you're just solving the problems of how it will be used, how it will be manufactured, and how it will be sold. I found out in my early teenage years that I'm extremely good at solving those problems. As such, I have no shortage of people willing to pay me to do so.
In the past 5 years my mom has called me, I would guess, 5 times. Of those 5 times she once called to ask how I was doing. She had just bought a cell phone and wanted to test it out. Every other time was because something was wrong with her PC. When someone actually does seem to give half a shit about something that goes on in my mind other than how to fix a PC it really puts a smile on my face. Most of the people who can read this are women and are rather beautiful so assuming you're an SG or a really gorgeous woman, reading this, you can probably relate to it. Surely feel the same way when someone cares about something you say, as opposed to just staring at your tits and trying to get you into bed. And when someone tells you that's all you're worth to them, is that you have a vagina, and that they would love to fuck you, and doesn't give half a shit about you except for that, it's not such a nice feeling is it?
Oh wel, I guess that's what I get for talking.
I rarely rarely ever talk. You could kindo say I have a speech impediment, but I CAN talk fine, I just choose to not. When I was younger if I would say anything I'd get in trouble in some way or another with someone around me. When I do talk, the only time people didn't tell me to shut the fuck up and call me some name or hit me er something, it usually has something to do with some sort of product development or something to do with some sort of newer advanced technology er math er whenever someone needed help solving some sort of an issue like that. My job is to design new things and solve problems. That, after all, is what designing a product is all about, you're just solving the problems of how it will be used, how it will be manufactured, and how it will be sold. I found out in my early teenage years that I'm extremely good at solving those problems. As such, I have no shortage of people willing to pay me to do so.
In the past 5 years my mom has called me, I would guess, 5 times. Of those 5 times she once called to ask how I was doing. She had just bought a cell phone and wanted to test it out. Every other time was because something was wrong with her PC. When someone actually does seem to give half a shit about something that goes on in my mind other than how to fix a PC it really puts a smile on my face. Most of the people who can read this are women and are rather beautiful so assuming you're an SG or a really gorgeous woman, reading this, you can probably relate to it. Surely feel the same way when someone cares about something you say, as opposed to just staring at your tits and trying to get you into bed. And when someone tells you that's all you're worth to them, is that you have a vagina, and that they would love to fuck you, and doesn't give half a shit about you except for that, it's not such a nice feeling is it?
Oh wel, I guess that's what I get for talking.
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very rarely do people make the dreams they really want to happen happen
they merely settle and accept thats life.
*shrugs*
besides if yer talkin sleep/subconscious i dont buy all that interrpretation bull
and even if i did i only have blacksleep(dreamless)
nightmares
or odd out of place totally nonsensical nonlinear lucid reallife type dreams making no sense involving random people/events/places that have happened already happend shit like those two mentioned before or that wont ever happen but scares the piss outta me anywho.
No matter what you say there are some people out in this crazy world that do give a fuck about the quiet ones =)