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I'm torn between the desert and the sea

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Thursday Jul 27, 2006

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This is Squirt. He's my favorite character from my favorite Disney movie. Well I don't know if I'd say it's more of my favorite than Alice in Wonderland, but it's pretty awesome. Regardless, I think he's the most awesome Disney character ever from any cartoon or movie.



This is Squirt on my head. I got this lil stuffed animal of him from Disneyland the day I got my pass again. I was unbelievably happy when I saw him. I've been looking for a stuffed Squirt of this size since I first saw the movie. Every time I'd go to Disneyland or into any Disney store I'd look for it but couldn't find one anywhere. I keep it in my truck now. He kicks it with me wherever I go. I've been looking at him a lot lately and it's really helped me to cope with this termoil I'm having.



This is Crush. He spoke much wisdom. I've been trying to focus on his teachings for the past few days now. When I look at my lil Squirt I remember his teachings and try and relax.



Within this spoiler is a bonified bepporant.

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I kindo have mixed feelings about this whole getting rid of the boat situation. On one hand I'm kindo happy that this nightmare is gone and no longer my problem, but that feeling pales in comparison to the real horror of the situation because the reality is that I just killed a man. After only a few moments in the dinghy, not even on the boat itself yet, it became clear that this guy knows NOTHING about boating and seamanship and I just shoved him out to sea. The guy can't even operate an outboard motor, let alone fix one in 12 foot seas in a panic situation with the rocks coming up on you mighty fast. You NEVER EVER want to assume that the sea will be easy on you. That's how you get killed (if you're lucky, if you're unlucky much worse will happen). Sadly, the real tragedy in this is going to happen to Mineux. I don't think she understands the level of involvement she'll have to endure and what all it entails. I just know she's gonna regret agreeing to this to the point of crying herself to sleep every night and it's tearing me to peices. I really like her a lot. I don't want to see her sad.

However I don't really have much of a choice in the situation. Short of saying "No i wont do this", I did everything I could to stop this fella from taking the boat. Which I wasn't gonna do that. I'm not gonna play the role of Marlin (Nemos dad on Finding Nemo) shouting "Look you think you can do these things but you just can't Nemo!!!!!". Doing something like that just aint me. I'm a lot more like Crush saying "Hold on Jellyman, let's just see how Squirt does." It worked for him. Maybe it'll work for this guy. Hell, ya never know. Still I feel really bad about it. I mean if you're driving on the freeway and a really good friend of yours is driving next to you, when you see that they're gonna hit a guardrail and they're not moving, I've always thought that in a situation like that you should do whatever you can to let them know and try and stop them from getting hurt. But I mean at what point do you stop being the cool friend like Crush and start being the annoying nuisance like Marlin saying that their too stupid to make their own choices? That's just fucked up to say that and, ya know, although I really don't want these folks to get hurt, I really REALLY do NOT want to tell them that they're too dumb or their mind is too clouded or whatever the fuck, I don't know, to make their own decisions.

But .... oh well. Live it, love it. Life happens. Got two choices. Enjoy it or don't.

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twix_n_stix:
i love squirt he is my favorite from that movie! also... about the boat, a hard decision i have to agree, but they took it upon themselves so whatever happens to them is there fault, i guess.
Jul 27, 2006
sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.
Jul 28, 2006

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