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After 5 years, there's massive changes going to be done in my livin' quarters. I'll be building a wall that will turn this room, that's currently a laundry room subject to people coming into at any moment, into a real room with genuine privacy. The significance of this can not be overstated. Although I might move out right after I'm done, hehe.

My mother might be moving in here. That's part of the motivation to go ahead and revamp it completely into a totally seperate room from everyone else. Sure, I have no life and therefore I havn't had anything that would require privacy so this room is perfectly adequate for me, but my mom is a girl and for some reason girls don't like to be seen while changing clothes (I have no idea why that is, I mean it's not like someone is gonna see how little their dick is when they have shrinkage er something, nor is it like someone is gonna see something they've never seen before. just seems rediculous to me). Especialy ones who grew up in times of past. And her living here seems like a great solution to all our problems. She, on one hand, is retiring in a few months and will now live her life as an old lady. No, she's not old, but this will surely change within the next few years most likely. The biggest reason bar none that I'm living here is because that my sister and her family can't afford to live here without someone else tossing in some cash. Even the minute amount that I give them, although nothing to me, makes a critical difference in their ability to live their life. Without it their life will VERY quickly come to a screeching halt. It's kept me from going out and making the life for me that I really want. Under no circumstances am I gonna say "hey, ya know what? I think I wanna go fuck around now" and put these people on the street. When I was down n out they put me back to where I am now and I'll not put them to where I was, not so that I can just go out and do basicaly nothing, even if 'basicaly nothing' is what I wanna do. But! IF an opportunity comes along where, not only will I be in a position that my moving out wont cause considerable harm to their lifestyle, but will also allow others to live a better lifestle, well, that seems like the way to go to me.

But, for that to happen, I need to do what I already know I need to do. I've already designed everything in here. I already know exactly how this room needs to be built. There will be built in shelving, a built in sofa, properly placed lighting (already put in a few moments ago) and I'll see about putting in the projector or plasma screen tv. Not sure on that one though, but I'll look to see if I can install one.