bedheadchicken

I can picture this costume with a beer gut hanging out, a tattered cape, flip flops, 5 o'clock shadow, messy hair, cigarette hanging out of mouth and a pbr in hand sitting on the couch.

yup, and there are Greek people there and everything. Or so the story goes.

ha ha ha. that's sweet! i'm still pretty mini i think... soon 2.30 here, my driving lesson went better today then the one i had yesterday. i'm driving around in city learning how to drive with the right speed all the time, stopping and turning and all that. then i got home and played the piano, mostly depeche mode and radiohead and then played guitar which i'm pretty BAD at. i have never liked guitar... bass is much better. boring weather as always in the beginning of june. i just hope it will get hotter till the festival in like... 8 days.

i'm great except some random person left a naked person in my journal.

I'm doing pretty good, actually. Getting vaguely domesticated lately. I've been dating a guy who actually seems to give a shit about a lot of the same things and actually DOES something about it, like giving presentations to Episcopal Churches about racial diversity or attending training seminars about internalized superiority or racism or sexism or homophobia or whatever, and yet he somehow manages NOT to be a rampaging, self-righteous prick, like some PC people can be. We'll see how my sense of humor ends of going over, because I can be pretty raunchy sometimes & if I were a man, I'd probably get punched. Like how we just watched "Lost in Translation" & after pointing out all the deep, meaningful stuff I liked about the movie, I add: "Plus, you gotta love a movie where Scarlett Johannsen is in her undies at least 2/3 of the time. I mean, those opening credits-- MAN!" He admitted he wants to start watching the first season of Buffy. He's already a Firefly fan, so I'm kinda thinking it's a given that he'll get addicted to that, too.

So, that's pretty much how I am-- in la-la land, learning how to date a non-asshole (never really done THAT before!) and trying to get my ass to make some new artwork (and forget any stress from the ol' day job).

How have you been, other than fleeing for your life? Your previous entry seemed pretty out of sorts as well. Existential angst? Possibly a tapeworm? (Luckily, I think they can get rid of tapeworms these days!!) That is funny you went to Tampa. I'm starting to think nothing else in FLA actually exists. The only friend I have here who used to live in Florida was actually from Tampa as well. SPOOKY! I'll keep you posted if I ever head down there. A lot of times, my bro comes here to visit since more of us are still in MO. Plus, I get the impression some of his friends might be a little sleazy. Dunno.

good evening (at least here) so you've thought about it too, tell me more if you want to... "we're not where we want to be with who we want to be with" is really often the truth and it sadly feel like thats the way it's always going to be.

Maybe the new 6 year-old haricut will translate into a 6 year-old attitude et voila! More fun!

I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to be involved in this war in any way. It is beyond me, all I can do is feel deep sympathy.

I didn't know but i'm glad I do now. How was your weekend? Hope you got a break from work