my roommate tara and i spent over 200$ today at the grocery store. it was a little rediculous. at least i dont have to go shopping for anything for the rest of the month.. i need to start SAVING. i got all of the money from my roommates for utilities, and i'm putting it all in the bank. and i have to take 300$ out of my savings to pay bills, and then after i get all of that shit done, i can save all of the money i make for the rest of the month. hopefully. i'm trying damnit. why do we as humans require (need? want?) so much shit? gah.
anyway.
i'm going out with two of my roommates tonite. we're just going to drink on campus or whatever. i'm not drinking alot bkz i'm driving, and i have a quiz at 9 AM tomorrow. bad idea to take a 9 AM class.
i slept so fucking much today. literally until 3:30. it was glorious.
i've been so run-down from being sick and not eating alot bkz of the sickness. but it's slowly fading. slowly bkz i wont spend money on antibiotics. i hate medicine.
anyway,
i'm very worried about my one roommate, ashley. i know she's been very depressed lately, and she went on tuesday to see a therapist. she cuts, and the therapist was pretty much like "you know that's irrational, and if i find out that you're still doing it, i will drop you as a client" wow. that guy gives social services a horrible name. it made me really mad when i heard that. he's the reason why some people will just give up and not continue with therapy bkz he's just so un-empathetic.
so i recommended her my old therapist nathana. i gave her the number to the mental health center that i used to go to, to see if nathana still works there. i hope she does. this woman did wonders for me, even tho i hated going to therapy. she was never condescending, and was very bright and empathetic. for someone who was so against telling a perfect stranger about their problems, i certainly confided alot in her, and it made some things easier to deal with, knowing that i had her to listen to me and help me. she is the reason why i wanted to go into social services. i hope nathana is still working there, and can help ashley. she's been so moody lately, and confided in me that she cut a few weeks ago. i noticed it on her leg and confronted her about it, bkz i used to SI, and i notice that shit -- and i figured she might feel more comfortable talking to me about it since i actually understand, and she has, so that's good.
i really hope things start to look up for her.
anyway,
we talked about taking yoga classes or something. so we're going to sign up for this yogilates class in november. it's a combo of yoga&pilates. i'm excited.
i'm going to the city on sunday to look for new shoes, and i'm going home to see kerry. i miss her so much. i might bring my kittie for her to see.
i got -the- most random email today from someone who i havent talked to in about 3 years. talk about shock factor. it's a good thing i checked my junk mail today.
anway, that's enough rambling. hopefully tonite is a good one.
later lovers.
xox.
anyway.
i'm going out with two of my roommates tonite. we're just going to drink on campus or whatever. i'm not drinking alot bkz i'm driving, and i have a quiz at 9 AM tomorrow. bad idea to take a 9 AM class.
i slept so fucking much today. literally until 3:30. it was glorious.
i've been so run-down from being sick and not eating alot bkz of the sickness. but it's slowly fading. slowly bkz i wont spend money on antibiotics. i hate medicine.
anyway,
i'm very worried about my one roommate, ashley. i know she's been very depressed lately, and she went on tuesday to see a therapist. she cuts, and the therapist was pretty much like "you know that's irrational, and if i find out that you're still doing it, i will drop you as a client" wow. that guy gives social services a horrible name. it made me really mad when i heard that. he's the reason why some people will just give up and not continue with therapy bkz he's just so un-empathetic.
so i recommended her my old therapist nathana. i gave her the number to the mental health center that i used to go to, to see if nathana still works there. i hope she does. this woman did wonders for me, even tho i hated going to therapy. she was never condescending, and was very bright and empathetic. for someone who was so against telling a perfect stranger about their problems, i certainly confided alot in her, and it made some things easier to deal with, knowing that i had her to listen to me and help me. she is the reason why i wanted to go into social services. i hope nathana is still working there, and can help ashley. she's been so moody lately, and confided in me that she cut a few weeks ago. i noticed it on her leg and confronted her about it, bkz i used to SI, and i notice that shit -- and i figured she might feel more comfortable talking to me about it since i actually understand, and she has, so that's good.
i really hope things start to look up for her.
anyway,
we talked about taking yoga classes or something. so we're going to sign up for this yogilates class in november. it's a combo of yoga&pilates. i'm excited.
i'm going to the city on sunday to look for new shoes, and i'm going home to see kerry. i miss her so much. i might bring my kittie for her to see.
i got -the- most random email today from someone who i havent talked to in about 3 years. talk about shock factor. it's a good thing i checked my junk mail today.
anway, that's enough rambling. hopefully tonite is a good one.
later lovers.
xox.
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chiclet:
i love grocery shopping! and i have a bad habit or purchasing things i'll never eat but find really funny...like little tins of deviled ham.
maxi:
hey thx i just re dyied it SUnday so now its a lil darker or deeper, it fades nicely for $3.99 by Adore