beautifulxalone

i think one of my vices should be : really cheesy rap songs. with lines like "always surrounded by sooo many hoes" bkz i seem to like these songs. must be the ghetto girl in me.



anyway. some horrible cold has taken over and forced me to be a sloth. i thought it was allergies, but if it is, this is cruelty. i cant breathe, and i'm coughing and yucky.. i think it's the plague. i had big plans for going to the gym and looking for a job today. but i woke @ 12, and then went to lunch with danielle - came back at 1, and was in bed til 3:45. errrrrr. i think i'm still catching up on all the sleep i missed at school.

speaking of school -- i got my grades. and i have a 3.20 for the semester. booyah. i missed dean's list by .5 points tho. that sucks .... but dean's list in one semester is good enough i guess


i worked 12 hours yesterday, and came home very tired and sad. it's lonely coming back here to no one.. if i want to hang out with anyone - i have to drive at least 45 minutes. i wanted peace, well damn. i got it. but hopefully i'll start feeling better, and start going to the gym, and actually doing stuff.

i need a hair cut, and to dye it, badly. but i kind of like looking disheveled.



hope you all are lovely.
xox..